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Sunday, September 14, 2014


Everyday seems to be the same.. 

I get up the same time

I eat the same thing

I see the same people

I take the same road

I do the same thing

No different staying here or there..

I do almost the same stuff with the same people wherever I am

Wish to have my own kitchen soon.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014


Here I was thinking I have my 'Nets' with me.

I asked my sisters do they want anything from SG since I'm going back this weekend.

Younger sister said she wanted chocolates.

Me being a good sister, went to value..

Picked up so many things. Filled up the empty basket till it was full.

Went to the check-out counter.. While she was scanning my purchase, I was finding for my nets card.

To no avail, it wasn't in my purse. Checked my bag.. NO.!! It's not there.. I had 30 dollar in my purse.. Praying that it does not exceed the amount I have in my purse..

GOD..!!! I wish you sent my bf over that very moment..!!!

Total came to $42.50.. 


I wish I can disappear..!!!!
I wish I had enough cash..!!!!
I wish my nets card could appear...!!!!

Nothing happened..

I took out my Malaysia credit card.

The cashier lady said 'cash or nets only'..



I told her 'I don't know where my nets is. And I don't have that much cash.. You'll have to cancel my purchase'

She gave me that wtf look and asked 'you sure?'

I said YES.. No cash no nets and smiled at her..

Everything was packe in the bag d.. She keyed in the cash register and canceled my purchase and told the other girl to put back all the stuffs..

The lady queuing behind me was like 'cancel?'

Yes aunty. I forgot where I left my nets..


One of my worse days

Can't go back anytime soon.. =)

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Dumpling in the month of August

I don't remember when was the real date already.
When I was craving for it, I didn't get the chance to eat.
I'm far away from home.
No longer going home everyday.

While I was walking in the shopping mall (nex serangoon), I saw this shop selling it. 
I totally lost control. 
The only thought on my head was 'I wanna eat dumpling. Got egg yolk, I'll take it out. Got beans, I'll take that out too'
All I wanted was the rice, the mushroom and the pork.

*Now that I'm writing this, I wanna eat it again.*

I bought it for s$3.

I find it expensive, cz all this while I had my aunt custom made my dumpling every year and it's free. Never needed to buy.

I brought back home, had my dinner and was kinda full. Didn't want to force myself with the dumpling so I opened the wrapping and put it into a container so that I could keep it in the fridge and have it for breakfast the next morning.

I got up the next mornig and I heated the dumpling.

To my surprise, hen I opened up the center of the dumpling IT WAS JUST THE WAY I LIKE.!!!!


Worth it.. 

My saliva was forming..

I immediately gulp my dumpling down my throat.


I wish I had my own place to do my own dumpling..

Save up all my money to get a good hse and renovate my kitchen just the way I like...

My ugly looking dumpling after opening the center portion. No yolk No bean.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

Relationship #4

Today I asked ' where are you going'

Without thinking about how I will feel, you said 'it's none of your business' with a high pitch, high tone.

It hurt me. 

I was left without an answer and a hurtful heart.

It hurt me so much that I would tear.

But I told myself, it's okay. 

It's all about forgive and forget.

I told myself, let it be.

It's all about giving in.

I went to bed with a sad feeling hoping that tomorrow never comes.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Follow your heart

When you feel like doing something - DO IT!

When you feel like buying - Buy it

When you feel like eating - Eat it

When you feel like it..-Don't stop

Because you might miss that chance.

You might be disappointed.

Don't stop following your instinct.

Don't regret

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Relationship #3

You keep saying how much you love me.

You keep saying how important I am to you.

You keep saying that you want me to be happy.

But all your actions are against your words.

You know what makes me happy, but you refuse to follow.

You refuse to understand.

You know it's important to me.

But you ignore and you still say you love me and you want me to be happy.

All you actions are hurting me.

Do I love you?

I asked myself again and again.

Yes I do.


Your actions hurts me again and again.

I'm sad that you don't think like me.

Yes, you are you but if you really love me, do things that makes me happy.

Don't say you love me when you do not understand my needs and what makes me happy.

Don't say you want to make me happy when you do all the things against my wants.

I don't get to decide.

So you wil have to change.

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Relationship #2

You know my habit.

You know what I'm like.

You know what I can and what I can't.

But you choose to ignore me.

You said I've invaded your peace, your privacy.

If you can't give in now, then how can you give in later?

If you can't give in now, why do you talk about future?

If you can't give in now, what's the direction of this relationship?

What will the future be like?

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