SharminII MiNNiE

Just another day

2012-01-23T08:23:00.001+08:00

I really really wonder wads with the marriage issue between both fathers...

I know they are concern but I'm not ready to get married because I've not achieved enough in life...

Cut the crap dads.. Im happy with how things are now...

Holiday !!!!!!

2012-01-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

Im on holiday now when every1 is working on the last working day for year 2011... Got my new car yesterday..

Dear god, I'm satisfied with everything that has happened in year 2011 except for what my grandma i going through.. I can't help her.. I cant do anything except for seeing her n talking to her n making her laugh with silly jokes just to make sure she dun feel left out just because she is in a bad condition....

Watami japanese restaurant in 1Utama

2012-01-13T22:44:00.001+08:00

Senior will always be a senior..
My senior Kim is like the best senior ever.. She was my main senior, i've change up to 3 other senior except for her.. Eventhough i'm ady a senior, she still helps me when i need help...

Special thanks to her for spending me, for being a good guider, for being a good fren....

THANK YOU senior!!!!!!
You are the best!!!!!!

Chicken katsu

Just another post

2011-12-29T08:07:00.001+08:00

Seriously, i hate blogging through my phone if there are many photos.. Because i cannot put
Photo
Caption
Photo
Caption....

N that sucks...
Guess ill just write n post single photos...instead of berlambak photos n me get frustrated...

One of the senior bought this very very old time memory sweet..

It used to be so big and nice cz it kinda melts slowly in ur mouth.. Instead of letting it melt (too slow n taste not strong enough), i bite on all to get the taste of it.. Haha

Wish the taste never changed

Promoted

2011-12-25T13:59:00.001+08:00

I'm promoted to be a senior.
It means more responsibility, more pay, more sleepless nights... 😭

I went home early on Friday because head was super aching.. Went out for dinner and came home with extra headache... Saw there was a wall post from senior congratulating me and i was like uh...??? Why??? ❔❔❔❔

Was waiting for her reply n slept off

At 1.30am, bf msg me 'congrats' n i was like okie lar, senior replied d, immediately i know wad was going then...

Msg my senior until 2 almost 3...

Lifez not gonna be easy anymore..

God, thank you so much for the guidance n support u have given me all this time.. Thank you for helping me in my journey called LIFE.. U have never failed me for the past 24 years...

U gave me good parent, siblings that fight n get back together after a fight.. A bf that loves me ( but he's a pig) n i love him too.. Friends who never fail me when i need them.. Soon to be in-laws that are great (have i ever mention that my mum-in-laws cooking is awesome??n i get lunch n dinner every sundays)... Thank you for everything...

I know that you made sure the car color was white although i wanted silver.. U made me make a big fuss and then sumone comes n say, hey that color is meant for you.. Its like u have planed everything n then the day to take my car, u made sure bf is not around so that u choose the good day to get the car.. Thank you...

No amount of time me saying thank you will be enough for me to show how grateful i am to u..

Im lucky!!! N I'm proud to be my parents daughter!!!

2011
- a job
- high pay
- bonus
- iPhone
- car
- promotion
- good health

God, for 2012 my 1st wish is to see my grandma start walking on herself and have back her lost confidence.. I wish, u can grant the grandmother wish because that is what my omma's wish is....

2012
- to go to Harbin with my omma
- to go to Melbourne with bf if there is sufficient fund
- higher bonus
- buy a house if god give extra money
- parents good health

I just cant think much.. There4 god, I'm leaving all my plans and wishes in ur hand...grant me all... Lap u goody godly god

Omma's birthday

2011-12-18T20:32:00.001+08:00

Last sunday was my mummy's birthday..

Happy birthday omma!!!!!!!!

Hope wadever u wish cum true
but dun ask lebih2 ar....

Took omma to chef & brew
Spent RM311 for dinner for 8 person
Big bomb for decembers expenditure

My new phone

2011-12-18T11:21:00.001+08:00

So so so....my 1st post from the iPhone.... I've got the new iPhone 4s.. Nothing in particular to brag abt because its just like the old iPhone 4... N its just more heavier than my old phone..

Was just telling my bf's sister, 'its only precious as long as the phone doesn't drop, once drop then its just like any other phone..

Me n bf decided to get the phone together.. Me generally will prefer the samsung galaxy SII but bf said no.. We are getting the iPhone.. Expenditure just shoot up for this month cz I'm getting myself a car tooooooo....

Im seriously praying for miracle now bcz next years expenditure is just NUTS.

I need miracle to happen.....

Work sucks....

To be fair work doesn't suck, the overloaded task sucks.... How to get promoted in this shyt situation uh???

IPhone battery dies FAST.... What the +{{}#%^**+~||>*

Christmas is next week.. Will my wish come true??

Going to in laws place to have lunch in a while... Byessss

busy busy busy

2011-12-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

I'm now super busy....
I'm working 7 days a week...
Either doing my real job or being a maid....

But now.. the day my senior left, I'm now doing my real job 7 days a week..
I may seem to be exaggerating my situation.. but trust me..
My senior's clients are really really sibeh BIG...
Too many Global clients and I really really am not able to do it...

I used to be able to manage my time... and NO MORE...
I can't..
I'm suffering..
I'm dead...
I'm thinking to kill myself... but I'm never able to bring myself to do it..
I don't wanna be a ghost and I think living is definitely better than dying... SUICIDE to be exact...
No suicide... no killing.. no dying unless god takes me...

I will survive.. I WILL SURVIVE...

Mother in law cooks every Sunday...
So every Sunday I get Indian food...

Gonna sambung kerja now...
Nites..

Its ma Birthday...

2011-11-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

After 24 years.. I am celebrating with ma new family.. (I'm not married yet if thats what you are wondering)
Okie, that's because bf's father did ask if they could take me out for dinner on my birthday and my family had no plans for me since younger sisters birthday is on the 14th and we always celebrate together..

My cake from bf's family

Ma bf wished me sharp 12.. 6 years together and we have only celebrated my birthday together (at 12 midnight) once (my 21st birthday). All this years (1st 3 years was not allowed to go out so late) he was out with his cousins (co-incidently always d day b4 my birthday)(not complaining)..

Senior got married on my birthday... weeeeee...
Got up early in the morning and got dressed up (hate that process) but still did it..
Bf called and asked if I wanted him to send me to the Church (senior wedding was there)...

Me cleverly didn't bring the map and went rounding rounding at last found the place..
I was just in time for the part where they slip in the ring and "you may kiss the bride"...

Went for 9 course lunch.. 6 ppl in 1 table (supposedly 10 ppl,all ffk).. nicey nicey....
Bf fetched me after tat and went over to his hse... They bought me a cake....

Ain't they sweet????
But carrot cake???
Duh i don't like...

But its okie since new family loves eating carrot cake...
They are kind enough to finish it for me..

Oh yeah did i forget to tell that mum inlaw actually wanted to do the american choc which bf said tak jadi...
but the heart counts.. so THANK YOU...!!!!

** I duno how tak jadi because I still brought back the choc sliced cake and ma family finished it..

I had a happy birthday.... =)

Lamey me

2011-11-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

I really don't feel like continuing on the 2nd part of Deepavali because I find it so BORING...

How boring can it be??

I left it at went back to my hse and got purple packets from aunty and dad...
And when I went back to his house, guest started coming.. (did I mention this already??)
Nope... I didnt..
At that point of time, I wish the ground could swallow me (feel like i've said abt this ady lar) (dejavu???)

Oh yeah, looked back and realise that I did write about this...
See, thats why I said I don't wanan continue..
Neway, conclusion is.. I enjoyed my Deepavali in both sides..
Mine and Bf's...

I'm a little scared of getting married lar...
Cz then many things will be different...

Been watcing many ghost movies.. I really have no idea whats wrong with my sis, bro n bf...
Last friday, bf called and ask me to go n fetch him saying that movie starting at 9.30pm...
Left office and immediately went over to his place. Reached there and he said my brother called him and said they are going to watcha movie together.
Fine. HELLO, who is the sister here?? Why I don't know anything about this?

Fetched bf, went to my house, all 6 of us went for dinner.
OH YEAH.. I was super hugnry that day ( story in another post)
my brain and soul was all drained out.

At first all didn't want to tell me what movie we were watching.
Just in time, sis had to ask, "the ghost movie scary or not?"...
bf and brother had to do that big reaction "why lar why..."
Susi thought I knew what movie we were watching.
Duh... Ghost movie immediately told them I don't wanna watch, but they insist because Im the driver..
%^&*$%^&*$%

How do you like it.. WHO IS THE SISTER HERE????
Now I think bf because the brother and I became the Sister in law lar...
Mati aku.. Neway, thats good, at least we are all being treated like a family and no discrimination...

but that movie was not scary lar.. called HONG KONG GHOST MOVIE..
I'm feeling sleepy while typing this.. Told ya Im a boring person.

Byes...

Dave's Cafe & Bistro & Deepavali Part 1

2011-10-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

Check this & this out.. everything there looks yummy yummy

My senior is leaving..
The 1 who stood up for herself..
The 1 who who does things when she think is right...

So as a good junior to her, me and Jeremy (her son(literally)) decided that we should take her to somewhere good..
Somewhere like DAVE's... It's a non-halal place..
But the food ther is just so superb...
Especailly my Cream Carbonara Bacon & Mushroom

Oh my yummy yummy angel hair creamy carbonara bacon & mushroom
Anything that has carbonara is the best.. ADD cheese powder.. sumore yummy....
OMG.. Im craving for it d...

Deepavali was good...
Got up at 7 in the morning.. had prayers at home..
Then went to bf's house...
OMG OMG...
trust me, I wish the ground can swallow me when his relatives started coming in.. flowing in like water..

I had to be the good girl, be at my best... Not like I'm being a hypocrite, just that not as crazy as if it's my hse..
No shouting and no screaming..

I remember how my hse used to have open house too...
Yesterday was nothing compared to my hse open hse (we stoped when grandma passed away)

They had less than 50 ppl.. where else if it was my hse, my dad's friends, my mums side (60 ++ ppls) then my aunt's frens and all... OMG... that like more that 100++ ppls and just imagine we never had maids, there4 we are the maids... Mum cooks, we wash, serve drink made sure there was enough food on the table, then made sure enough drink in the container, wash all the plates when some1 finish eating..
DUH...!!!!

The worst part will be when we gotta clean up...

Okie enough of my hse open when we are not gonna do that anymore until moment comes where my dad gets a little crazy and say, "LETS DO IT"....

Went over to bf's hse around 11am...
His mum gave me ANGPAU...!!!! yeah.. not a small amount... (same par with bf i guess)..
Had breakfast with them..mother in law was being nice...
Good start.. and bf had to dig a little bcz the last time i went to thie hse for Deepavali was 6 years back where our relationship was no accepted yet... But no drama ler.. (lucky)..

Now thinking back, worth all the wait because our relationship now is good, I even helped to do a little kitchen (plucking leave) stuffs..

Then went home to my hse for a short time because stomach toooo sakit.. (no idea what I ate).. We were on time.. aunty came over to my place and was giving out purple packets too.... So did my dad..

** Part 2 will be continued.. (no photo's taken)

Paranomal Activity 3 (nth about it)

2011-10-25T11:48:00.002+08:00

I am one person who hates watching horror movie..
Hate it when ghost scares me..

I believe there is ghost on earth, but we just cant see them because our HIJAB (3rd eye) is not open (I watched Al-Hijab too).

Everytime I know that the ghost MIGHT come out, I'll just close my eye..
Call me scardy cat.. YES I AM..

I notice that I hate moving or going to new place to stay..
Just like when I go to my bf's place, I hate the darknest there..

I never like new place that is dark..

And just imagine this girl played BlOODY MARY (one of my post title) with the camera guy in the toilet...
Got scratched and things were moving and her hair got pulled upwards..
Jeremy had to be an ass.. was working, and he came beside my ear n whispered bloody mary..
Need a smack on his ass..

So we went early to the cinema, me, bf, sis n bro (Duh hate it that I had to pay for the movie)..
Then we bought popcorns & drinks...

It cost me RM14.90 each.. We got the Cars & The Ghostly human bone cup with a brain on top of it...
Oh yeah, cars' had the roda (tyre) thingy too for the cup...
Damn cute

** No idea what title to put.. So simply main letak nie

Bloody Mary

2011-10-18T20:00:00.000+08:00

Duh.. The 1st thing when I knew what bloody mary was.. I puked.

I am 1 person who rarely drink because I hate the taste of alcohol.
Tried Tiger, Heineken, Carlsberg.. NO... I don't like the taste neither does my body likes it because if I ever drink any of those, my arm will have rashed (itchy) and bones will be paining, therefore I stoped beer..

Hate shandy..

Then tried Mojito, it taste like antibiotik (the pink liquid 1)

Then there was this 1 day, my bf, me, both my sis n bro went to this bar in Menjalara (some German bar)..
There my bf dared my brother to drink Tequila in 1 shot and not puke (cz my bro got problem with beers too)..

My brother SURVIVED.. no puking, no headache, went home in 1 piece.. (yeah, 1 small glass is nth)
and I ordered this BLOODY MARY....

It seriously was a BLOODY mary because it was TOMATO JUICE...
I eat tomatoes but never liked the thick juice of it.. I liked off the salt but not the juice because it was so YUCKY.... eeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..

The 1st thing I thought was "how I wish Jeremy was here".. because he loves tomato juice and he even put salt n pepper in it.. (weirdo..!!! just like me (tosai with rasam, oats with milo/rasam))..

That shall be my 1st & last time ordering bloody mary.
eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...

I wanna marry you...!!!!!!! =)

Tong Pak Fu Dessert @ Sunway Giza

2011-10-12T19:33:00.000+08:00

My senior was asked to go to this website and since then she kept askign us when are we going (that was last week) and we decided to go on Tuesday where she will be back after her holiday.

She was very exicted.. Im not a dessert person but agreed since she is leavign soon and this might be out last outing (never had 1 aneway)..

So yesterday, without having any high hope (because Jeremy said that the other time he went and the dessert that he choosed wasn't nice) about the place, we went with a mind to just choose any that looks nice..

We had Mango Snow Ice.. Mango Grass Jelly thingy.. Milk Snow Ice, Durian Snow Ice, Tau Hwa Mango & Choco Lava..

Milk Snow Ice

Mango Tau Hwa

Mango Snow Ice

Grass Jelly mango

Chocolate Lave with Vanilla ice-cream

Glutinous rice ball with sesame & peanut Not bad...

This was the HIGHLIGHT Durian Snow Ice... Yums to the max..

We all ordered 1 each but ended up sharign all our food.. My choco Lava was nice, but to chocky taste.. I would give it a 8/10.. Durian is 10/10... that is how nice the Durian Snow Ice was...

Will definetly go back because it was tooo yummy... after having 6 different desert, our bill was RM67++ and senior's card had only left with 1 empty space to collect the sticker to redeem a free desert, Jeremy wanted to try the glutinous rice ball and was battling eyelash(no idea if he really did that cz all we saw was his ass) with the guy at the cashier to add that RM4++ to our existing RM67++ and give us another sticker which means we will have a free dessert which he successfuly got it and we enjoyed the FREE DURIAN SNOW ICE..That was how yummy it was and we all finished it to the very last bit..

Enjoyed the night..

Edited by senior on her Iphone...
Clock wise from up right TsYin with LCLee, Me with my Choco Lava, Shal & Me, Lclee with Jeremy (center), Me with AFYP...

I fail

2011-09-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

I fail big time when I cant let go of the past..
I fail..
Till now I'm a failure of my own past..

!@#$%^!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*(

WhatEVER...

I hope time will heal my past and I can really forget about it...
Sometimes I feel like its a joke..
Sometimes it hurts me so much..

Can I at least forget that soemthing and really keep that thing out of my mind??
Can I??

I'm on leave for 1 whole NEXT week...
Happy...
Going for holiday with my sweetie...
Oowowwwwhhhhh
cant wait for it...

Still in the office, no idea what else to talk about..

Should really start back my food thingy cz my blog is dead currently.. going to die soon I guess....
nites

Shimino

2011-08-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

Oh my my....

Loving Shimino now...
That was my HotDog Crepe on Sunday..
Today I had the Banana with Chocolate cake crepe...
Jeremy and SHal loved it tooooo and I only made sure they took 1 bite and NO MORE...

One Utama's Shimino got 20% discount until 4 September 2011 because they just re-opened Jusco...

On Friday when I left the office (I have to passby the old Jusco supermarket everyday to get to my car) Jusco was still there and when I came back on Monday...
Dang....!!!! Jusco shifted all the way to the end..
It's bigger now...
Big and bigger...
Shimino Shimino....
Love love...
wanna eat sumore....
But I made sure my crepes got no CREAM...
I hate cream.. Thats y I hardly eat cake...
No like no like...
Never liked cream...

arrrggghhhhhhhh my craving for Shimoni is at the top level of all my other cravings..
Steamboat down...
Nando's down...
Subway down...

Meaning wich my bf is gonna hate Shimino toooooo
BCause every food that I love, my bf HATE,,,
GREAT...

We are 2 worlds apart...
But we love each other so much.. HOW CAN THAT BE???
No idea how 6 years just gone by....
another 6 months and it will be 7th year....
OMG.... can I get married soon???
No kids please... too early to think abt that...
But I've to get all my fats BURNED be4 that...
HOW to do that when I'm staying in MALAYSIA, KUALA LUMPUR???
DIE....
it's 6.32... I'm siting in the office..
There so much to do, and I promised myself to at least write a post every month..
Dun wanna let my blog go dead..

Waiting for the iphone to come into my hand so that I can oways randomly post sumthing instead of nothing...
Back to work.. bb

In-Laws..

2011-08-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

Are In-laws meant to be In-laws or family??

I'm liking the idea of having in-laws but hate te idea of separating from my family..
Having new family will be good, but the idea of not being myself MYSELF when I am with them is scaring me..

I can't be doign all the nonsense I do at home with my family...
Like singing in the toilet...
Screaming when I need something..
Or just showing face when I'm not happy about something..

I know of 2 family mamber who will read this post...
So please don't feel offended because I don't mean that you ppl are not my family, but it takes time for me to really get into the WE ARE CLOSE FAMILY thingy..

I know there are many thigns that I really do not fit into your lifestyle, like puting make up..
Damn.. How I hate myself for not being a good person when it comes to this kinda little things..

And thank you so much for treating me SOOOOOO goood....
I really appreciate the bonding we are having now...

I just have to pray that I can control myself when I wanna do crazy things..
Let time play it's part and I'm thankful that things are falling into place...

Thank You dad, mum n sis in-law...
I feel at home... =)

My Grandma...

2011-07-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

Recap of what has happened...

January Grandma was knocked by a car..
Her knee cap was dislocated, doctor operated that knee and did some miracle to it..
She had 4 rib bones that was fractured but with gods grace, her ribs are in perfect shape now..
She was is a good mood to go home after operation and god decided to test all of us (Her children, grandchildren) to see how we react to her condition..
Then came the urine infaction..
After that she was transfer from 1 house to another house.. Thats how terible my grandmum's situation was..

NOW...
Miracle happens..
My mum decided to tell grandmum that we will go to a GOOD physio..
Yeah.. Not that my mum wanted to wait for 6 months but unforseen circumstances..
We decided not to give up on her because when we were a kid, grandmum did not give up on our stuborness..

Grandmum hates pain.. But she have to go through it..
We were lucky enough to go for the physio..
The doctor there said she was almost getting into the "never gonna move" condition..
Doctor said have to go every 2 days, because with her condition, they can't afford to ask her to come every 1 week once because her brain is slow and she will forget abt what they have thought her after 1 week..

Tomorrow is gonna be the 6th time..
The 1st day we went was last last Saturday..
I took grandma there.. When the physiotherapist ("P") was massaging her, she kept saying pain pain...
They told her to bear the pain a little because her muscles are not soft anymore..

She said, "it's too paining, I don't wanna do anymore"...
All I asked her was 1 thing "Do you want to walk??"
She said "YES"....
"Then you have to tahan the pain"..

1 time she was lying down...
4th time she was able to sit up on her own...

(2nd n 3rd time I din't take her)..

Grandma, soon you will be out of hell..
All I want is to see you happy because if you don't care for yourself, no1 else is gonna care for you...
I believe you have seen enough to judge by yourself...

With my grnadma's condition, we still took her all they was to Ipoh to have food...
Just because she is old and paralyzed, it does not give you any chance to push her away from your life..
She deserve much more things that you could ever give..

Grandma made me, n sis cry in the physio centre...
God, seeing grandma sitting up by herself is so good...
Just waiting for her to star walking and puting her head high up instead of just listening to what others say...

Took a vide of grandma's fingers moving and showed her.. She was so happy..
It a way of giving her hope..

Grandma have some faith in urself...
Be a strong grandma...

Functions

2011-07-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

I hate going for functions..
Especially functions that needs me to dress up, a little make up (I hate to put make up)..

I still remember, My form 6 Prom Night..
I got dressed up... Then my mum applied a little light color's on my face..
I wiped it off on the way to the hotel ballroom.
Yeah.. thats how much I hate make up...

I guess compared to DANCING, I will definitely prefer the make up...
I hate the idae of being forced to dance and I know there will be such situation in near future which I'm so scared that I might just blow up and walk out of the place with my usual unhappy tone "I don't wanna dance and don't force me"...
I hate being forced to do things that i don't like...

When I was a kid.. My uncle (written off from the family tree) forced me to use some other "pavade" dress which I didn't like using.. DANG... I shouted back and from then on I never talked to him..

I'm a bloody stuborn kid.. No is a NO...
But I guess just to please people which I love, I have to learn to at least lower down my temper and just move my ass...
Arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thinking about it makes me go CRAZY....
I can't bring myself to do it...
I can't....

Going for dance class and dancing on a dance floor is so different..
In a dance class, no 1 really looks at you.. But on a dance floor, humans does STARE....
Ouchhhh.. hate it...

Have you ever??

2011-07-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since I post anything..
That shows that I;ve been so busy with my job..
Oh yeah, I started mapling back and I'm doing a new job now..
It so interested and more challenging..
But my bro said my job now is more easier..

Can't wait to go home and play..
I leave office at sharp 5.30.. no more OT..

Time for lunch.. bb

Italianese

2011-06-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

Italianese.
One word SUCKS.

After workign hard for filing, all the partner did was take us to Italianese to have lunch.
Yucks.
At least pranakan also i'll be more happier, or maybe DAVE. yumm yummmm
The food in both the place is so nice.

Peranakan's fish curry, never forgettign that and Dave's cabonara spagetti..
Will surely take some photo's for my blogs next time.

Was telling my colleage that I used to take photo of foods but stoped because my bf dun like (he's oways hungry and wanna attact the food as soon as it arrives).. my sibling who got so irritated cz i'm always tryign to get the best angle with my bodoh phone..

Soon lar, soon.. I'm gettign the new Iphone..
The resolution shure good and i can blog dengan segera..

I'm very very busy, but decided to spend some time writing a post.
Can't be leavign my blog empty without writign some nonsence..

Office is very quiet.. the guy who sits beside me is gone for a better offer
used to talk alot and he as usual (GUYS) never wanna keep things, will always borrow my things..

back to work.. adios..

Love love love

2011-05-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

Life been great.
Life been good.
I'm happy that after 6 years of my relationship, everything is in it's place.
I didn't bother to think more tha t what i want and what I could do.
So now, my good and bad karma falls down at it's place and thing are going smoothly.

May 8th was mothers day.
Knowing my mum, she will not want us to buy anything bcz she'll got all that she wants.
And i know the 1 thing that she want's so badly now (her mum/ my grandma to get up and do what she normally does), i cant give her.
So we just took her out for dinner.
In the afternoon went over to my bf's hse for lunch.
The best part was bf was not at home when I went over..

Good start for becoming in-laws..
Dad said 1 thing to bf, "the day you marry my daughter, you become a son".
Haha, who cares about the word in-law...

The idea of getting married, scares me now..

Since mothers day is gone,
Soon enough, fathers day will come..
Dad's still vegetarian, so we will have to crack our head to find for a restaurant that serve's good vegetarian food.

Works been crazy, but i told myself that i'll never work overtime after April.
Work can wait.

Trying to bring myself to exercise everyday which i fail, because i'm too lazy..
3 times a week is just good enough.

I'm so into korean drama's till dad had to say "whats with you and korean drama's?? do you know your bf is so good, i like him so much, don't find a korean guy"..
WHAT on earth/??? haha.. I know dad loves to joke.. neway im happy that all my family likes my bf.. We are comfortable with each other. no hypocrisy.

1st Filing..

2011-05-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

My 1st filing was MADNESS...
For a 1st timer, it's seriously mad..
I was basically doing everything..
Can't blame, i was a fast leaner...
Jsut like Shal, she had to handle MORE that me..
She was a VT here, so she knew how and what to do..
Not me..

Although I hate it that i had to do so much,
But I also learned alot..
Not I'm dealing straight with the manager..
Not like I'm gonna get promoted anytime soon..
But the fact that they trust me this much...
Good lar..

But here I'm thinking if this is what i reallyw ant..
Stay here for 10 years and do the same thing...
No different..
I decided to work.. get my money.. start my own business..
That will be a better way n choice to earn more to give my family a better future...

Meanwhile, stay here n ENJOY it...

So my 1st senior took me to Nando's last week...
My 2nd senior is taking me to Dave's next monday..
How nice...
I've no idea why do they even have this tradition of bringing juniors for a treat after the filing period ends.
"They said it's a way of thanking us"...
And I'll have to thank them for teaching me with patients..
But i'm not buying them anything.. WHY??
Because if I do so, then every year also i'll have to do it..
Might as well save that money..

Hell

2011-04-23T10:27:00.000+08:00

It's hell week now.
But I still think I can cope with it because I myself is Hell if ever you wanna deal with.

Was at work till 2 in the morning.
Reached home around 2.30 am
Went to sleep at 3 in the morning.
Brain woke me up at 6.30 in the morning.
Body decided to get up at 8.30.
So that means only 6 1/2 hours of sleep.

Got ready and left home at 9.30 am.
Reached office at 10 am.
Sitting in front of the laptop and typing a post now.
Being lame. Sleepy.

Haven't been seeing my bf for the past 5 days.
The longest was 3 weeks in year 2009.
Back to work.

The Pipe 1

2011-04-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah... This story is about the pipe and me.
Somewhere around the beginning of this year.
Went out with Wing and Winnie to Pavilion.
We went to eat Ichiban Boshi.

After finishing my food, drinking so much of water, my bladder was so full.
All I wanted to do was go to the washroom beside and pee and get out of the cubicle.
I'm a fast person when it comes to going to toilet and getting out of it.
Never a slow person like how all the other ladies.

Damn I hate it when I go to toilet that is full of humans, to be exact, I mean GIRLS, LADIES, WOMEN'S.
Hate slow pee(ears).

I always use the squatting cubicles whenever I use public toilets.
So what happened was, I went in, Pulled down my pants and was ssssshhhhhhhhhh...
Suddenly my elbow pushed the pipe handle (the one that you turn left and right to open and close the water tap).
There, the hose was facing up, and the pressure of the water was so strong.
The water went up kissed the ceiling and dropped on me.
If not mistaken, I think the lady who was standing outside of my cubicle also kena.
Damn!!!!
I didn't dare go out.
All I did was offed it immediately, stood up and pull up my pants and kept QUIET.
Dunno wanna say sorry or what.
Because I know the person outside would have scold if I ever said anything.
Kept quiet and buat selamba only.
Let her think that there was a kid playing water in the cubicle.

Haha. Cruel me.
But it wasn't my fault, the cubicle was so small and easy to push the tap handle.
So I waited in the cubicle like 20 mnt's to make sure my cloths were dried up (failed) before exiting the cubicle.
My baju was still a little wet and kinda visible.
But can't be waiting in the cubicle too long also, frens were kinda worried already when I went back.
They said "we were going to call you to ask if you were making bomb in the toilet".
Haha.
I told them the story and all they did was LAUGH at me.
Bad girls.

I was freezing the moment I went back to my seat cz the place we sat was right down the aircond.

Lucky by the time we left, my baju was dried up.
All thanks to the aircond.

I Do....

2011-04-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

I'm falling in love with you all over again....
Haven't been seeing my bf for the past 3 days...
I know that I won't be seeing him tomorrow and friday either...

I'm toooo busy now...
Yeah yeah.... 10 minutes of typing this don't really count as me being free....
Just felt like writing a post...
A random shit just to keep this thing running....

My blog is no more fun...
Because all i do i work n work....
I don't have time taking photo's of things...

And by the time i on my camera... It's too late...
It's gonna be HELL next week...
Because we will have to start chasing clients to return their tax returns...
Yeah, hate me all you can.. I'm just doing my job..
Not like i wanna do this so much.. but this is what i can do...

Some ppl are just so no co-operative...
Every job has got it's downfal..
And this is mine...PEOPLE.....

i'm so sleepy now....
Wanna go home and terus tido...
I think i should do it...

Nights....

water

2011-04-19T09:04:00.000+08:00

I WENT HOME LAST NIGHT AROUND 10.30 AND GOT TO KNOW THAT D WATER GUY HAS ALREADY LOCK THE MAIN TAP.. MEANING WHICH,MY MUM FORGOT TO PAY WATER BIL.. DAMN.. HOW CAN I EVER SURVIVE WITHOUT WATER?? I THINK IF THIS WORLD GOT NO CURRENT, I DONT CARE.. BUT HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT WATERR????? I DUN MIND NOT IRONING MY CLOTHS TO GO TO WORK... BUT I MIND NOT BATHING TO WORK...I MIND NOT MAKING CHOCZ IN THE MORNING... I MIND NOT GETING TO WASH MY CLOTHS... I MIND.... LUCKY THEY SAVED ENOUGH... JUST ENOUGH WATER TO BATH... I EVEN THOUGHT OF GETTING UP AT 4 IN THE MORNING TO BATH BECAUSE MY DAD WAS GOING OUT IN THE MORNING, MEANING WHICH HE WILL GET UP IN THE MORNING AND USE UP ALL THE WATER... TRUST ME, MY HOUSE PPL, ESPECIALLY ME CAN BATH N FINISH UP THE TANGKI WATER... BACK TO WORK... BYEZ.... ON ANOTHER NOTE... THIS POST WAS TYPED USING MY HP.. SO DUN BOTHER THINKING Y IS THERE NO PARAGRAPH AND Y IS ALL THE ALPHABETS IN CAPITAL...

What makes you a human?

2011-04-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

BLOOD...

The blood that runs in my body makes me a human...

I'm sitting in the office doing what I'm suppsoe to do to make sure my life would be better in future...
Yeah... When i say future, I'm not lookign at 5 years from now...
I'm talking about 29th April...
Because I need to finish all this things and throw it back at client...

Is this what I want???
I guess so....
But i prefer to be a rich mans daughter and never work...
But I know that no matter how rich my parent are..
They would want me to find a job and earn myself...
So theres no point hoping for my parents wealth...
They will never give any of us...
Ca i think they are gonna donate it to others when they die 1 day....
The only thing i hope is they leave so money for the funeral...

Yeah, I told myself that too....
Cz i know how expensive funeral can be...
My grandma's funeral cost 18k...
BLOODY 18k for a funeral....
I don't think when my grandma gave birth to all her children cost her that much...

So, I'm definitely saving fo rmy funeral.. Don't wanna burden any1....

I think I'm a bad Assistant to my deary senior...
I've got 2...
Lets put it A and B....
A is my primary senior and B is 2nd...
All B does is just give me work although she know that I'm drowing....
But it's okay... Its all part and puzzle of work...

Wherelse A is more understanding because she knows that B is crazy and she gives me less work...
And even if she give, she give easy stuff.....

I'm lucky...
Although B is a little crazy, but she still cares and she did ask me to hand over some task to the VT to do...
And I AM A HUMAN, so I gave the one's that is easy..
How can i be crazy like her toooooo????

Because I'm a human...
A human who forgive and forget....
A human who thinks of others...
A human who don't wanna hurt others but ending up hurting myself...

I'm a stupid human..
That why my bf says that I'mm stupid..
Easy to be bullied...

Some bitches even think I'm stupid when they are more stupid..
How do you like that???
Stupid bitch....
How do you like it that the bitches that I know have the same starting alphabet on their name....

NOW, do I sound like a normal PISSED off human???
Great... Going home to have my sleep to continue work tomorrow...
Nites...

Work Work & Work

2011-04-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

I thought studying was killing me...
I thought working life would be fun....
I thought being a housewife would be even nicer...
I was wrong....
Everything is wrong....

Being myself is the best but I'm being limited to be myself....
The only time I can be myself is when I'm with my family..
When I'm with my bf....
8 ppl to be exact... Yeah, including my sister's bf...
Because he is apart of us now...

Nowadays when we say family it is 8 people..
Soon it's gonna be 9....
That's when my bro decides to bring his gf in...
He's a big boy now...
Turning 21 next year....
And we are gonna go clubbing...
Shake it boon boon.....

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Works not killing me yet.. but the TAN'S are killing me already....
Can the Tan's be a little nice...
Revert to me faster lar...
So that i can finish ur stupid thingy and get on with the next person...
Can't be calling you again & again...

Doing tax is so not easy... especially it is peak now...
To learn the procedure and all is crazy..
Madness... Gonna deal with government ppl lagi teruk....

Having great seniors are the best thing in life..
They make my life easy...
Wrong also, when I make it right, they appreciate me...

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Didn't go to work for the pass 2 Saturdays n Sundays..
All i do is go out and enjoy with my bf...
Go watch movie..
Go shopping...
All we did was spend money which we are suppose to save...

How lar to buy house if we keep spending money???

I love this girl in my office...
OKAY... love as in friend...
Not gay love...
MR A... stop thinking about me being gay..
That's never happening although you see me with girls hugging around...

She's just acting like a big sister in the office...
Yeah, nice to have people taking care of you in the office...
I remember having a bro in secondary school...

Working sucks....
But with all the good people in there.. working is fun....
SUPER PEAK is ending soon and mini peak is on the way...
So fast 3 months pass by....
I'm officially a tax payer now...
Haha.....

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I'm liking my sister-in-law so much....=)

Afterall

2011-04-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

After all it wasn't that bad....
I hate getting dressed up....
I hate going shopping for cloths...
I hate being told what to do and what not to do....

I'm all about myself.. me and only me...
It's always about how i wanna fell..
How I want things to be...

After 6 years I'm meeting you back..
It wasn't that bad after all...
I'm not hoping for anything BIG..
Just hoping things will be GOOD....

**************************************
Grandma's health is getting better and better..
Thank you god..

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Call me stupid and i will take it....
Despite being told again and again that it will hurt me, but i still do it...
Call Me keapo OKAY....
I will not get hurt if i'm not....

Sunday

2011-03-27T14:31:00.000+08:00

Sundays are for family...

The day i got my job offer was the day my grandma was admitted to the hospital because of an accident which was uncalled for...
All she did was crossed the road and a car came and knocked her...
All we thought was she had her right knee dislocated and 4 fracture ribs...

We didnt know she will go through so much in this age...
stroke.. almost heart atach.. urine disinfection..

But today I'm happy...
After 2 months.. so many weeks...
I saw her left leg moving.. with her own effort..
Yeah...

My grandma is a strong lady..
Pain also say no pain...
Unless she cant take the pain, then she say pain.. that 1 also unlike us, we will shout "PAIN"...
But she says it slowly....

Earlier she asked me to massage her...
Arrrggghh.. just imagine the oil...
It reminded me of my Indian grandma.. She loves puting VICKS.. which i hate...
But still i'll do it.. because I'm an asthma granddaughter and when i sleep at nite (when she comes over to my place to overnight) she will rub the vicks all over my chest...eeewwwww I hate it.. but she always shuts me by saying "it will help you to sleep better"... So i have to shut up and let her do it.. with my whole body feeling sticky....

I love her.. Till today, i still miss her....
Her birthday is on 1st April.. But with no Patty around...

Coming back to my Chinese Grandma.. My popo....
She wanted me to massage her legs and then she said hand and then her shoulder.. I asked her, "where else you want me to massage??"... she said " If you ask, then i'll have to ask you to massage my whole body".... Ahhhhh... "cha dou".... hehe....

I know she doesnt want to burden us with her condition..
But we told her that.. "as much as you did not think of us as a burden when we were small.. you are never a burden to us"...
There.. she understood our intention....
we are never giving up on her.....
And she is never giving up on herself...

Great....
I'm happy that she's feeling better..
getting better...

taking care of an adult is not easy...
She can now control her urine and bowel...
At least she tells us when she want to go to the toilet....

I may seem big in size.. but i definetly dont have the strenght....
I tried carrying grandma once and i decided to stop unless there is no choice and i have to do it..
Because she is still heavy despite being thin....

I'm happy we have SITI.. (the akak we hired to take care of popo)..
And I know she is happy takign care of popo...monday to firday is her shift...
Saturday and Sunday is our shift....
She loves popo and popo loves her...

Grandma, get well soon....
We all love you....!!!!

Its Saturday..

2011-03-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah... It's 12.57am.. 26/03/2011....
I'm still in the office...
God bless me.....

I'm Lucky...

2011-03-19T15:14:00.000+08:00

I'm super duper lucky....
OMG.... I wanna thank god...
Thank all the good karma's...
Thank all the good things that's around me protecting me...

I'm came back to the office despite being sleepy because I only slept at 7 today morning...
I wasn't out clubing n drinking if that is what any of you are thinking now..
Went for lunch in Mcdonalds 1Utama with Jeremy and Shal.. My colleagues
We were suppose to take away our order to come back and eat in pantry..But we ended up siting there since we saw a place to sit....
Damn...
I sent a message to my bf.. and because i was puting something inside my back, i accidently left my phone on the counter....
Damn....
I didn't realize until i finished eating..
Walked back to the office....
Then i started finding for my handphone....
Arrggghhhh.. the idea of not feeling my phone in the back freaked me out....

Immediately borrowed shal's phone and the 1time, it sounded like my hp was off...
"The number..." i cut the line...
Then i tried the 2nd time... Lucky it was ringing...
And when the guy picked up the call, he asked,
"You hilang phone??"....
Urgggghhhh...... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
I felt relieved...
I said "yes yes..."
He said "You tinggalkan kat kaunter".....
"I datang ambil sekarang"....
Lucky the place was so near...
Immediately run and went to get it.....

The moment i saw my hp... i was more relieved but a little scared..
Dunno if there is any sensitive things inside...
But knowing me, i don't have anythign sensitive...
I don't take naked photo's....
Haha....

Worse come to worst is probably my bf's message reads " I LOVE YOU"...
Haha...
So i'm safe....

No signs of him "the guy who took my hp" invading my phone...

Thank you Mcdonald 1Utama's MANAGER...
Thank you so much...
Thank you god..thank you to all the forces around me....
Thank you so much.....

I believe my prayers yesterday was heard....
I'm hoping for all the good things to happen from now on...

I know i did the right decision although everthing that happened wasn't to my liking....

Tuesday

2011-03-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

It's tuesday night...
I'm still in the office working...
I feel like sleeping...
I think i had another good day today, because everything that i'm doing is so good that there is no major mistakes for me to amend...

I think i'm liking my senior so much..
Since she is so good to me...
Although i did a kinda big mistake that i might get scolding, but she was seriously VERY patient...
And i'm lucky that the person in charge is so good to amend my mistake without scolding me...
But even if i got that scolding from her, i think it's okay, because it was my mistake...
Haha.. But i was lucky enough to not get scolding...

I think god has his way to make sure i go and see him to get his good blessings..
Thank you god...
I love you....
I'm happy that we had the long chat that afternnon...
I basically told you what i want, and here you are just giving the goodness to me..
Making life easier for me...

Oh, Did i tell any1 here that my dad is building this Bhrama temple??
My dad drove the Unser up the mountain and told me to drive down because he was gonna stay longer...
Uh....
All i told god was to make sure my journey down the mountain was taken care off...
I don't wanna knock anywhere...
Thank you god...

I always believed in you...
Having you as a family, friend and etc etc is the best thing in life...

I'm all so about god..

So now, god said go home n sleep.... (he wispered to my eyes to ask it to close)...
Haha..... dun wanna drive back sleepyly...
So off i go..
nites....

Oh Dear...!!!!

2011-03-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

I think today is and was my best day....
Lets start...
Erm before that i wanna say, if there is ever any spelling mistake.. puhlease forgive me...
Because I have no time to check..
My laptop at home died on me...
So I can only post in the office...
And i don't have enough time to re-read what i write because i don't want to...
All i want is to write and click "PUBLISH POST"

So lets start on why i feel that today is the best day...
Because i came late to work.. No1 scold, because generally every1 comes to work late.. (9am)...suppose time to reach is 8.30am...
I did all my thing correctly...
No mistake..
I like my original senior...
She's kinda erm.. how do i say...
She treats me liek her DAUGHTER...
Haha...
At first when they say "ni de da nv er" (your 1st daughter) i was like HUH???
Because we have Vacation Trainees ("VT") and there is 1 under her...
So i'm the 1st daughter lar..
Haha...
Damn funny duh.....

So lets see... and my other senior, she;s okay, but i don't like the fact that she keep saying things like "Stress, stress stress"....
HArrrr............
I hate that word....
Because i hate stress....

I like thing to go smoothly...
I wasn't born to know what to do...
Must teach with patient...
Then oni i can learn with happy....

Hai.... Akhir kata everything went smoothly today....

And guess what...
Haha...
DOWAN SAY....
Sibuk kau2...
Especially this certain someone....

Adios...

1st Sunday...

2011-02-27T12:15:00.000+08:00

It's my 1st Sudnay in the office...
I didn't really thought to come back today but since I know i did a mistake inmy calculation, and i don't wanna my senior see's it before i amend it, i decided to come back to amend my mistake in advance so that i don't get any scolding when she sees it...
Yeah... I know she's not gonna scold, but its better to amend it now, then for her to come and tell me..
It hot here...
This stupid company earnign lots n lots of money but cant afford to just on the aircond..
Or maybe buy us more fans to put around...
But lucky that im only sitting down, not moving around much, so i don't feel the extream heat..

I was tired at 9pm yeasterday, btu only slept at 1 in the mornign because of LIPSTICK JUNGLE..PRIVATE PRACTICE AND SHE'S GOT THE LOOK...
My god....
I was never and english series fan.. but im loving the series of Lipstick Jungle... which I know they keep CUTTING scenes...
Nevermind... I'm soon gonna get the whole set of it....
Neway not now, because I won't have the time to watch.....
Might as well just save the money....

Went shopping yesterday...
Spent almost RM 500 in Isetan...
I'm loving IORA's recycle bag..
Haha.... Wanted to buy a dress but the it was kinda elastic and it is too fitting which i'm definitely not gonna use it even if I buy, so I LEFT it...
Saved my RM 193.00....

I think i wanna eat subway for dinner.. because i've got the free coupon but i know my bf is going to say no...
If he ever says no, then next option is Nando's... NO again??ask him to eat bread....

After so long, me and bf had a proper day....
Went for movie yesterday...
Had lunch before movie started...
After movie went shopping, then went for dinner....

Very happy day after so long..
But I was sad that it was the end of the day because I know today is Sunday and that means Monday is coming fast and.. I'm SAD....

Dad said no matter what I do, I have to be patient...
Urghhhh......
PATIENT.....
I'm gonna learn to be patient and turn all the STRESSED aura in the files into good aura....
I'm gonna learn to enjoy what im doing....

I LOVE MY JOB....!!!! *so obvious I'm lying*...
But i'm gonna learn to love it....

Half a chance

2011-02-25T21:58:00.001+08:00

Give me half a chance, I wanna walk out of this office forever....
Yeah.. forever...

Yesterday only I was enjoying late night works.. but not today...
They changed 1 of my senior.. I have 2...
Damn...
How I wish I can have my old 1 back..
My new senior, she gives me STRESS..
Not as in she scolds or shouts or give me the black face..
Neway she've already warned me in advance since it is peak period now...
That seniors here might show stress faces and not be very patient...

So, coming back to stress that she is giving me...
Its not her person but her files...
I can feel stressed up looking at her files, because she have already transmitted all her stress feeling to the files..
Damn... I'm feeling seriously, bloody stress now...Holding her files makes me feel like crying...

arrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................................
How I wish my parents are like super duper rich and 10 generation dunnit to work, all just enjoy life while the money just flows in.....

Hai....
I dunno why this must happen...
The only idea I can think of is god want me to learn more..
But god.. I beg you lar.. don't lar transfer stress like this..
I tak tahan lar...
I feel like crying....

I wanna go out there and shout so so so bloody loud.....
My easy happy life is screwed up now....
Don't get my 12 hour sleep...

I'm a sad sad sad person now....
I wanna cry cry n cry....

Till today, my max time in office is 10pm..
so i'm basically working more than 12 hours...
reach office 8.30am... go home at 10pm...

Can I die tomorrow???
Die in my sleep if can....
Ccar accident is out of the story because I have to leave the car in a good condition for my sister...
I don't wanna my body to be in pieces...
I don't wanna feel any pain when I die...
Suicide is OUT OF THE STORY.... not in my vocabulary....
Because if I suicide, then my parents won't get their share in my many2 life insurance policies...

So, may god decide what is best for me..
If he wants me to suffer alsoIi will suffer because he is gonna scold me if I ever resign....
Know why???
Because I asked,I told him I want this and THIS is what he gave me...

So it was basicaly my decision..
And now if i resign and ask god again, he might slap me and send me to hell where it is BAD...
I don't wanna go to hell....
NOOoooOOooooooOooooOoooo.................

Seniors are home, but they will be back tomorrow and suffer in this aricondless floor...
Office si beh kedekut.. sharp 7pm off... But im still feeling COLD now..

Thinking n thinking if I should head home now...
Car is in the other end...
It's gonna be so quiet.....
Okay... Byes.. heading home now.....

Just another day

2011-02-23T20:17:00.001+08:00

I wanted it so badly..
But now im trying to give up hope on what i wanted after getting it...
Stupid right??
I feel it too...

Grandma's been going in and out of the hospital..
I wish.. She wish.. Everyone wish that she can recover fast...
Yeah....
I believe if anyone reads this, they will be like.. YEAH.. WHO DOESN'T WANT TO GET WELL???

Grandma was admitted into hospital because of she was knocked by a car...
4 ribs fractured wasn't bad enough, her knee cap was dislocated....
Went for surgery for her knee and thought after 3 months she can start walkign back like normal...
Then 2 days after tat, she had stroke...
Right brain affected, affecting her left side of her body...
Hand cannot move.. leg cannot move.
All she could move was her right hand and leg which she keeps thinking that it is her left leg n arm...
Went home after 3 weeks in the hospital and we were so happy to celebrate Chinese New Year with her...
stayed at home for 1 week and there, she goes back into the hospital because of urine infection...
Duh... bad bad bad...
But she was happy in the hospital because te nurse there all sayang her so much...
The after 2 days, she's suppose to go home but she said she's having difficulty breathing...
Arrrggghhh...
It was a saturday... 12th February....
She keep telling the nurse she don't wanna go back.. having difficulty breathing...
went to the hospital, there.. another news...
Suspect heart attack....
Wth......

The doctors tried to do everythign they can..
Thinning her blood and etc...
They don't dare to do any operation because of her leg surgery and her age...
After 1 week.... she was sent back home.. and now resting in my uncle's house...

Hoping for her to recover is all that i can do n think off....

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Working here is seriously not easy...
Never easy i guess..
Gotta learn urself...
Yeah.. they teach you and expect you to knoww alot.. everything like you are god sent angel and a CPU with a large hard disk where the moment they say something, your brain gotta function like an internet..
find information and save it up..

I keep doign silly mistake which i consider can be forgiven... yeah.. know y i say so??
because next time when i have to train sum1.. i won't expect the person to know all, but at least the basic.. and then learn ALL you can..

the best part is this people here, tell you that u are wrong.. but never tells you how to rectify...
Damn... you gotta go and ask.. "okay, since it's been done, so what should i do now".....
The only reason that i can think of why am i going through this is because god wants me to learn from mistake.. and if you have done something wrong.. i have to bare the consequences...
YEAH.. I'VE LEARNED THAT.....

And i think im a little sensitive at moments...
But who cares.. cz i think im starting to care less about everything because people care less..
So tell me why should i care more??

There's no1 to blame here... because everyday is a learning day...
no matter, im sleeping, eating, studying, working.. doign anything..
i'm still learning to do the best....

Even to FART, must learn to fart softly so that no1 give you the "eeewwww".. why fart so loud....
haha...they won't make any noise about got smell o not.. but they will make noise about the sound...

yeah that's life.... the thing that does not hurt others, they will complain.. but thing that will hurt them, they complain less...

Still sitting in the office waiting for sum1 to come and fetch me..
Don't dare do this doing working hours..
because every1 will be walking and there are people sitting behind me...
Now tat every1 as gone home.. only left like 4 people which is not sitting near me...
So main bantai tulis lar.....

learn learn learn....
I'm learning.. and im never gonna stop learning..
Can't wait to buy my own car...

CNY Suay not finished...

2011-02-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Did I mentioned that I hurt my back???
Did I mention my palate is swollen...??
Did I mention that I almost got into the food poisoning issue??

So what happened today is I locked myself out of my car because the key was inside...
The best part was, I only closed the door half way....

Had to call for rescue and waited for 20 minute...
Hai... reach the carpark already 8.15...
10 minutes to walk, but waited for 20 minute..
by the time rescue (my dad) came, it was 8,45 and I told him my door was HALF closed...
So he said.. HAIYOH.. you should have BANGED hard on the door to CLOSE it and the KNOB will come up..
ArrrggghhhhhhhhHHHHH.....
If my mum told my dad properly, then I wouldn't have been late to work.. and my dad dunit to come all the way to rescue me...

I took it positively on what's happening to my life....
Because everything has got its reason....

CNY

2011-02-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

The idea of going back to work SUCKS big time...
Trust me... it does..
Because people like me need 12 hours of sleep...
And I definitely did not sleep for 12 hours for the past 4 days...

I better write a post now before i go back to work tomorrow

Wednesday night I slept at 1 because of Mr M....
Thursday night because we went for supper with my uncle from Penang...
Friday night was also supper night...
Saturday was because of ironing night...
Sunday is sleeping early night...

Thursday had to get up early because mother ask to get up to get ready to go to my aunty's house for breakfast...(too many "to")
Friday morning because I had to wash cloths..(my plan was to wash cloths on Thursday but it was 1st day of CNY and we are not allowed to wash cloths)...
Saturday morning, mum ask to get up to belanja her breakfast...
Sunday morning is because I had to iron the remaining cloths that was not done on Saturday night....

So I've been busy with family and ironing & washing..
No time for my sleep....
Had to bring my book around to study..
Hai....
Seeing everyone gambling, playing mahjong and Black Jack was too tempting...
Haiiii Haiii Haiiii...
But I did gamble too.... 20 cent...40 cent..
Hehehehehe.....

Was in my grandma's house for the past 4 days....
Being in her condition did not ever ever stop her from LOU SANG'ING with us...
The only thing is that before we could start, she already started lou sang and feed herself..

I'm happy that grandma's left hand and leg is giving some responds when she is being FORCED by her own weight to move and use weight on them (her leg and arm)...
Her condition now just gave all the family members a chance to get back together and forget all the past sad moments and be happy at this current moment....

I wonder does it have to be something bad to give us something good??
Just like we have day n night..
Good n bad...
Left n right....

Grandma.. I'm proud of your fast recovery...
Do not ever think that you are a burden to us..
I know taking care of an adult is difficult but it is our responsibility to take care of you..
We will never ever think of you as a burden...

30th night we ate steamboat....
Half way eating no ELECTRICITY.... WTH???
Siao oOooooOOooo......

1st night had vegetarian dinner... (i don't like.. and here I'm actually planning on a vegetarian thingy for a month)..
2nd night was normal Chinese dinner....
3rd night my 2nd aunties husband decided to take all of us for dinner in a restaurant...
Carrying grandma and putting her in the wheel chair then car was not an easy thing, but we all managed...
When every1 joins together, impossible becomes possible..
Grandma was happy...
Whatever we ate, she had a little share of it..

Carrying grandma was definitely not an easy task..
I tried and hurted my back...
Special thank to UNCLE EDDY... THANK YOU
You are really the man..
I had the strength but not the posture...
But that did not stop me from taking care of grandma....

Eating the kaya bun from the restaurant burned my lelangit...
Arrgggghhhhh.. that was so paining..
My palate still hurts... bengkak.. can feel all the lines so clearly....

Haha.. trust me all suppers were fattening foods....
1st night MCD...
2nd night STARBUCKS..
3rd night DOMINOS..
4th afternoon KFC....
fatty fatty...

My lou sang sessions wish is all for grandma...
I want her to recover fast...
My prayers everynight is for grandma..
I want her to walk n talk n eat like how she always did....

backache... swollen palate... Stomach pain on Saturday...
Hopping that my year ahead will be a good one...

I love you..
May 6 years be 12 years...
12 years be 24 years..
24 be 48 years...
48 be 96 years....

I love you... love you... love you...

Can I?

2011-01-30T14:47:00.000+08:00

Sunday with no sun...
My feeling/emotion is just like the rain...
I'm sad.. moody and just wanna throw everything that is in my mind and go ahead with what i wanna do...
I keep thinking for how others will feel...
And i'm hurting inside now..
I hate it..

Can I just walk out now???
Can I just do it??
Can I???

Out I go.. leaving everything behind other than my cash n keys..

Better inTime

2011-01-30T02:16:00.002+08:00

Click on this video on a friends link...
The song means so much....

Talk to a friend for more than 1 hour...
Sometimes we should really learn to think for ourself...
No point thinking for other when they don't think about you..
Do you agree??
No one on earth will like everything about you except for yourself...
We cant be thinking about others for the rest of our life..

Remember that "It'll all get better in time"..& "All I know is I'mma be ok"
So why worry??

*******
I'M MISSING MY BF AGAIN....
The midnight missing him is BACK...

I'm Happy

2011-01-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

I'm Happy that grandma's condition is getting better & better
I'm happy that I'm working..
I'm happy every1 is tolerating with each other....
I'm happy that every1 is grateful to each other...
I'm happy that my salary is IN...
I'm happy that I enjoyed my Friday night with my colleagues..
I'm happy that I enjoyed my night, yesterday with my college friends...
I'm happy I'm gonna celebrate Chinese New Year in less than a week..
I'm Happy that I'm working...
I'm happy that my senior are good to me..
I'm happy that my managers are friendly.. especially miss I...
I'm happy that I've got good colleagues to go for lunch together...
I'm happy that my toes are not crying anymore...

I'M JUST SO HAPPY WITH MY CURRENT LIFE....
Not regretting....

If I ever say I'm sad, it is because I don't get my 12 hour sleep anymore...
I'm sad that I'm trying to control my food intake...
I'm sad that my office toilet don't have the SQUATTING cubicles...
I'm sad that I gotta walk 15 minute to the office & carpark...
I'm sad that whenever I use formal, I gotta keep pulling my skirt down because it keep raising up..

Somehow, I'm happy that all this sad things are not that SERIOUS...
Because i can still adjust to all this sad things....
Can't get 12 hour sleep, NVM, because I can at least get my 6 hours of sleep...
I can't eat a lot, but I can still eat a little...
No squatting cubicle, but got pipe...
15 minute walk, take it as exercise...
Formal cloths better than no cloths...

So I'm still HAPPY....

Ate Yee Sang for the 2nd time this year...
More yee sang on the way....
More more happy things on the way..
Thank you god...!!!!!

The only time

2011-01-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

Guess the only thing about work that I'm happy about is when I see INCREASED cash in my bank account...
Did so many task today..
But I was fast lar...
Drove out during working hour today...
Huh... Hate the idea of RAIN & TRAFFIC JAM...
Just imagine getting my shoes wet...
urghhhhh.... I love this shoe so muchhhhhhh.....
Was thinking to walk barefoot to the car just to make sure my shoes does not get wet...
Lucky it wasn't raining when I wanted to walk...
Just that the road was wet... Walked damn slow to the car...

Tomorrow morning also must go out...
I love to do things especially when I'm TAUGHT to do the task...
Don't dump the job to me and leave me hanging..
That makes me sad.... =(...

AT LAST.. grandma is home...
she talks more.. but still prefer to use sign language which we don't understand...
She opens her eyes longer now...
Can sit on wheel chair already...
Can eat...
Just waiting for her to do acupuncture to cure her paralyzed area....
Thank you god....
23 years.. You never failed me...
Please never fail me OKAY....
Be with me.. Guide me...

I'm loving all the opportunities that you are giving me..
The best lesson was grandma's....
I was very positive.. we were all positive.. because we know when we are positive, you are there to give us positive feedback...
Grandma is getting better day by day.. but I wish you can speed up the process...
CAN???
PLEASE....

I can't wait to earn RM 10,000...
Then I'll ask you for RM100,000...
After that RM1,00,000...
When lar you gonna give me???

My prayers (heard)

2011-01-23T14:31:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU GOD...
I'm glad that all our prayers are being heard by you....
Grandma is leaving the hospital on Wednesday..
I just hope with all the acupuncture & chinese medication will help her from the stage of half paralyzed..

Grandma did give some reaction on her left foot when we press hard objects on her sole...
I'm just hoping it is her reaction and not the muscle's doing the moving...
(just like after chopping the crab into2 and it's legs still moves)

Urgghhhh.... Having grandma stay in her own house is definitely better because we dunit to be told by nurse to see grandma 2 by 2...HWD ward (half discounted ward, said by my uncle which is NOT the meaning to it)
Which we did not bother to follow and nurses ended up getting fed up and just decided to ignore our presence as long as we do not make too much noise....

Being able to speak Tamil was a very good thing because most of the nurse there were INDIAN's and some was from INDIA...
Getting them to pay extra attention to my grandma's need was easy...
Grandma made sure she asked us to get them roti sardin for them.. (because of their kindness)..
Then my aunty gave them some cakes to eat too....
Yesterday, 1 of the nurse came to my grandma and told her to stop buying food for them saying that they are getting fat.. (just them being kind)...
But my grandma told my mum to cook them chicken curry...
Haha.. My poor grandma....
She's very alert with whats going on around her... but her reactions are kinda slow...

All I'm hoping for is her to be able to get over her paralyze situation and join us for the re-union dinner instead of she eating porridge and we eating solid hard big food...

Her original plan was to come over to my house to have the reunion dinner with us...
But with her condition now, everyone wants to have reunion together.. (humans nature, to only get closer when something goes wrong)...
So we are having it at grandma's place and we are having STEAMBOAT...
Hehe.. my favourite....

Why steamboat?? cz every1 is working and it is the easiest to cook....

Grandma, Thanks for being strong for yourself...
Thank you to all family member to NOT stop taking care of popo...
Thank you to friends and strangers for your kind heart and prayers for my grandma...
Most important, thank you god for NOT giving up on us.. =)

1st week

2011-01-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

My 1st week of work just ended...
I've been assigned to 2 senior and I notice they just love to smile..
No idea why...
Guess my department humans are not that serious I guess( wait till I do something wrong then there comes the lion & lioness)..
Haha

I thought only Auditors get their own laptop..
Bt no.
I got mine too..
I wonder is the office drawers are secured o not...
Wish to just keep it there and not take home because I'll have to walk up & down (carpark & office) for like 15 mnt.
Gosh.... It's tiring...
Most important is must walk slow...
Go early walk slow.. Go late.. run & die...

Now I'm just waiting to get myself a pair of good heels.. No more CHIPLAK brand...
Neway my formal 1 is just great..
No pain.. my toes said thank you to me yesterday...
WHY didn't I thought of that on the 2nd day???
Purposely went to buy a new pair of shoe during lunch, thinking that that pair of shoe could save my toes from crying out loud...
But they did not help much either.. just a little rounder only...

Seniors said killer days start from Monday...
Urghhhh.....
I hope it's not that BAD...
Do I still get to go back at 5.30???

I'm lucky to have 3 other good friends in the same department but different title...
LUNCH TOGETHER??
YEAH...!!!! Dunit to eat lunch alone...
But our peak period is just around the corner....
SO guess gotta stock up my drawers with food in case no1 to teman me makan...
Oats will be the best idea...
No chance of getting spoiled and easy cook....

Hurray.. I'M WORKING NOW....

Went for dinner last night and the bill was RM 50.50...
Mm was like.. WHY SO EXPENSIVE???
The only thing I told mm was.. MA, I'M WORKING....
Haha... it's fun when we have the money power...
Dunit to keep asking for money.. (I'm yet to get my salary)....But I'm already wasting all..

Signing out now.....

Wow..Auditior, check this out...

2011-01-20T20:43:00.001+08:00

Was browsing my facebook link and I saw this link..
OMG.. it's like so true if you are an Auditor..
Haha..

Working

2011-01-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

Started work on monday...
Orientation on both Monday and Tuesday...
Got so sleepy listening to everything....
Yeah... can't be talking much about employer..
That is part of the agreement that I must never disclose where im working and talk bad about colleagues..
Yeah... it was 1 of the Q, in the Question and Answer thingy..

Saw my office and desk...
Oh my.. There goes my dream working place...
Was at least expecting something like a big divider from each other and pantry right beside me so that I can do my own drink and OATS...
Yeah been eating oats quiet frequently.. but guess it shattered my dream when I asked 1 of my colleague where the pantry is...

It's holiday today.. and I'm happy because I got my 12 hour sleep...
Can't be sleeping late on working days..
Just imagine walking 15 minutes from the carpark to the office in the morning, then walk back to the carpark after office hours...
Oh my.. My toes are crying in pain..
Heel heels...
Oh my...

How I wished they said I can just use slippers to work..

On top of that climbed the 272 steps last night...
God, i wanna say thank you...
My grandma is getting better day after days..
Just waiting for her to get out of hospital now....

Off to shopping now..
Buh bye...

Day 5 in ICU

2011-01-15T01:44:00.000+08:00

When we saw the monitor showed 50,49,38,47 up to 46, our heart was really very sad...
The minimum was 50 heart rate...
Grandma's heart should not go lower than 50.. Bt that was her heart beat..
We couldn't do anything...
We just tried to talk to her to increase back her heart rate, because when we talk, her heart rate goes up..

I'm happy today grandma's heart rate is showing good improvement..
it was 50 and above...
The nurse there said that it even went up to 60++...

She's talking.. she's showing good improvement..
Her respiratory on the monitor showed improvement too....
Grandma is starting to cough...
Too much phlegm and we can't do anything but to ask the nurse to suck it out...
Grandma tried to cough it out herself but she just can't cough hard, her ribs hurts...

Cousin even brought few of the mahjong tiles for grandma to feel...
She guessed it correctly and said that "if the doctor see's me holding this, he will think that I'm a gambler"..
Nothing matters now..
Driver caught can never return my grandma's health...
All we WANT now is her to recover fast....

My aunt said that earlier when she was finding for a pendant and accidentally pushed hard on grandma's left shoulder, she said it was PAIN..(her left side body is currently paralyzed.)
I did some massage on her left leg so that her muscle's will not be cramped up...
Chinese traditional doctor said that if her paralyzed body is not massaged for 3 months (no movement), then it will be stiff and then her body cannot be saved...

I want grandma to be her healthy self again....

****************************************************
It was sister's birthday today....
Went to TGIF in garden's and BF insisted that my sister got her birthday brownies...
It was funny looking at how both of them were arguing with the knife...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS...!!!!!!!!

Let's all pray for grandma WANTING her to recover fast...

Improvement

2011-01-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

There is improvement in my grandma's condition...
I'm happy.. But GOD, I'm asking for more..
I want her to wake up, talk, walk and be her happy self like how she used to be..
Not sleep on the bed with her eye closed...

Morning, my uncle smsed and said that grandma opened her eyez..
Doctor said it was a good sign...
Although her left side is paralyzed, she still managed to open both her eyes...

Yesterday my aunt said her left hand was cold..
But today when I held her left hand, her hand was warm...
Good sign.. GOOD SIGN...
Thank you god...
But Iwant more...
Never say no to me...
I know you love her too much too....

But please... do something here..
Do something for her..
For your child...
I'm not asking for her to get any younger.. but I want her to get up and walk n talk like how she used to...
YES.... THIS IS WHAT I WANT...
This is what all of us want.....

It's been 24 hour...
Another 24 hour to go....

May god bless everyone....

Yesterday night when I saw another lady coming into the ICU, and suddenly she was having difficulty...
I was very sad to see that....
Just 20 mnt back when she was brought in, I smiled at her and she smiled back..
I immediately went out and get her family member because they were sitting outside...

I saw some of them was crying... I guess it must be her daughter..
They immediately transferred her to another hospital..
I got no idea why...
Maybe because RM2500 per night is MADNESS...
Trust me... I was like HUH when the admin person came and said that amount..
Kena scolding from my aunty pulak because she wanna talk about my gma's health, dowan talk about money.. haha

Grandma please get well...
We are all her for you...!!!

Wish for MIRACLE

2011-01-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

I'm wishing for miracle to happen to my grandma now..
She's still in ICU, but this time is for a different reason...
She is semi-coma now...
Her right brain is swollen and there is blood cloth and I heard something like there is dead tissue in her brain..
Hai.....
There is nothing for us to do now but to only wait for miracle to happen....

24-48 hour from now is critical moment..
Just hope her body can respond to the medication that the doctors are giving...

May all the gods bless her....
Hope it's all a nightmare and tomorrow will be a better day..

Can word like "PARIAH" make you angry??

2011-01-10T15:22:00.004+08:00

I would really like to get the book and read it since everyone is making a big HU-HA with this issue...
Can the word pariah really make and indian guy angry???
Interlok..Where can i get you??

I remember my dad said, if you are talking to an indian GUY, never ever use the word pariah because they can get really mad and might even kill you..

To me pariah just means like "ish tak guna betul"....
guess indians dun like to be called tak guna lar..
haha...
The other meaning to pariah can be like OUTDATED....

I do understand why the elderly and the politician making a big issue out of it because they don't want childrens to use and brake the harmony of everyone...
Calling some1 pariah means they are either useless or outdated....

It all up to the certain person to either get angry or laugh at that sentence...
Getting angry is in the blood of an INDIAN...
I get angry too..
Hehe....

Lets assume PARIAH means Pandai OKAY...
So when some1 says "Eh, PARIAH LAR YOU"...
Laugh n say TERIMA KASIH...
Hehe

Let's not spoil our 1 Malaysia concept just because of 1 word..
It was a 1/2 century ago's story..

The star 1
The Star 2

WGE 9979 owner....

2011-01-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

Having said, what has to happen will happen no matter how we avoid it...
Call it karma...
Yeah... I kinda believe in karma..
But I always believe that goodness will be be returned with the same amount and bad things will be returned with the same amount too...

Reacting to a situation will only either make us feel good or bad...
Looking at how everyone is reacting to what has had happened is very shocking...
Everyone has become bad people..
They keep cursing and wishing bad things to happen...

No doubt that I love my grandma and I salute her for how she is still taking things coolly..
All she said was, "when you people find the guy, never ever beat him"
I don't wanna use the word PITY here because no one will ever pity me when I'm in trouble and my grandma do not need us to pity her.. All she need now is our support and someone to stay by her to cope with her condition..

I bet the guy is already scared (if he has already heard about this issue) because we have already contacted the police.. JPJ would have blacklisted him and few gangster guy is finding for him to get him to see my grandma and pay the bills which is gonna cost him around RM20K...

Till today, the owner of WGE 9979 has not made police report...
All we are asking is make the report and let the insurance company to handle it...
No one wants to hurt you...

My grandma strictly told us never to do anything to you...
So please, anyone who know's the owner of this car, please contact him and ask him to go and make the police report....
The accident happened in JINJANG, in front of the YONG TAU FOO stall

My grandma's operation went smoothly...
She's been sleeping in the ICU for 2 days because of her breathing problem..
All the doctor and nurse are very kind to her...
She will be in good shape in 3 months....
This is the proof to my grandma's kindness...

Life is a test...
It's either we pass or fail....
Owner of the car, if you are reading this, just remember that all we want is you to make a police report..
Nothing else.. if you are kind enough just visit her...
I promise, no one will hurt you...
Be responsible for what you have done....

An old lady like my grandma will not want to hurt herself...
Chinese new year is 1 month away..
Her birthday celebration is 1 month away too..
She bought her cloths waiting to use it on that day...
She goes to the market everyday and you stopped her from doing so...
I know you tekan your brek.. but tak cukp makan..
I know, you sending your kids to school is important, but my grandma's health is important too...
RM100 is definitely not enough now.. because she didn't want your money but your hp num which you said NO since you gave her RM100...
People there asked you to send my grandma to the hosp, but you said you were too busy, need to send kids to school...
You left...
You said sorry..
So it was definitely your fault right??

Be a human please..
If it was your mother or grandmother or wife or daughter or your FAMILY member, i think you will react the same way...
Some people said the owner of the car is SAMSENG..
But I just wanna know, don't you wanna be responsible for your act??

My Grandma

2011-01-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

it's been 4 days and 3 night my grandma staying in the hospital..
1st day went it, slept without sitting down.. too pain on her ribs
2nd day tried to lift her upper part of the bed..
3rd day can sit a little with her enduring the pain....
today, went for surgery on her knee cap and is sleeping in the ICU because of her old age...
Doctor scared of complication since she is already 82 years old...

She had difficult breathing after the operation due to the hospital was doing renovation on the same floor of the ICU..
I wonder how can they do that on the ICU floor...
Shift lar.. why put people's life in danger???

I like how the nurse asked...
" wah, banyak orang datang tengok nenek you, tapi patient lain tak ada orang datang tengok"...
What do you expect???
We love her lar....
We made sure there is some1 to stay with her every night except for today because we cannot stay in the ICU room...

I hope she gets well soon...

Salute my grandma lar...
She never complained about her pain..
Pain also she just bite on her teeth...
Never make noise...

If we wanna know if she is in pain, all we gotta do is look at her facial expression..
NO WAY of her saying "PAIN LAR"... hehe....

I remember the 1st day when she was sent to the ward, she told us that her leg was paining and she asked us to help her move her left leg..bend, lift, bend, straight....
I touched her knee cap and felt it was swollen and touched the other knee...
I confirmed that her knee got problem ady..
Told her not to move until the X-ray result is out....
But she sendiri pandai2 move bcz she know that i will not help her to move her leg...

The moment the X-ray result was out.. haha... she stopped moving because she know that it is BAD to move..
Doctor immediately wrapped her leg and put ice pack on her knee...
Today, her knee has already been operated...
Doctor said everything went smoothly..
She was very strong..

I'm happy that she is not giving up on herself..
I know she will never give up on herself..
She wanna live long.. Waiting to see her 5th generation...

Next month, we will be celebrating her birthday grandly..
She even went and got her cloths done...

But this kinda thing gotta happen...
Nevermind... we are still going on with the plan....
and she might be sitting on the wheel chair being pushed around and not walk as how she always did...

I just hope the guy who knocked her can be responsible of what he has done...
Do not ever2 run away from responsibilities..

Life cannot be bought

2011-01-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

Looking after my grandma in the hospital is not an easy task..
Okay, generally taking care of any1 except for a baby is kinda hard...
Why??
Because they are adults.. and being adult, we always fell shy...

A baby never know what is shy... right???
So tell me, a baby or an adult is easier to be taken care off???

4 rib bone broken, crack on pelvic bone.. dislocated knee cap which needs surgery...
Screw the driver who was so inconsiderate...
Although people around there asked him to take my grandma to the hospital, but all he did was give my grandma RM100 and said he was busy (sending his kids to school) and left...

Too bad, he is in big trouble now....
My uncle made police report and DANG..!!!! now he is gonna be in big big trouble with the police...
He gotta pay for the hospital bills and there goes his RM100.. NOT ENOUGH..!!!

**Drivers, use your signals wisely, make sure you know where you wanna go, and never make fast turnings because you may not be aware of others crossing the road...
100% alert....
Life cannot be given back if it's gone...
My grandma is lucky that she is still alive....

What have to happen, has already happened, but please be responsible for what you do..
Don't run away from responsibilities...or we will be like the driver who is gonna be in big trouble...
Money cannot buy life...

Adios...

Do you know that i'm waiting for you??

2011-01-03T13:22:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year..!!!

2011-01-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

It's New year....
Happy New Year everyone....
May 2011 be a good year to everyone..
If it's bad, just wait for the year after okay???

all my 23 years has never been BAD..
Not that bad even if it's bad....
Every year have been an exam year..
Not forgetting this year.. exams coming too....
Guess i gotta wait until 30 to STOP this exam shyts...

Till then it's all about learning & learning..
Even after that will still be all about learning....
Learning to be a good daughter to my parent...
Learning to be a good gf to my bf...
Learning to be a good wife to my husband when i get married...
Learning to be a good daughter in-law to my in-laws..
Learning to be a mother...
Learning to be a good employer to my company..
Learning to be a good employee( if god is good enough to let me start my own business)
Life is all about learning to be the best.. to do good....

Till today i know i have not been bad to anyone..
Never thought bad about any1....
So lets just hope for the best....

Went over to Winnie's house for BBQ & Steamboat yesterday...
Was suppose to be in the temple but mum said after the 1st session, (4pm-6pm), we can cabut..Cz dad was doing the fire prayers in the temple, & it's good for us to be there too, Get good blessings 1st...
Immediately called uncle to fetch me on the way so that i dunit to drive back home alone....

After eating, decided to go up hill to see a very beautiful house but was stopped by the guard...
Same taman also cannot masuk....
Haih....

5 person in a kancil was already packed...
Just imagine having 6 person after that...
Haha... Lucky i was the fattest among the others, so i had to sit in front...
Drove down hill and there was POLICE BLOCK...
Haha..Lucky didn't kena stop...

Cars parked on left & right of the road just to see fireworks...
We saw KLCC... I think theirs was to best...
Then there was Times Square & others too....

Only reached home at 2am....
I guess 1st time coming home this EARLY...
Next year will come home earlier...
haha... as in 5am.. hehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR..!!!!

Last Note

2010-12-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

This might be my last post for this year...
It's 12.15 am/ 31st December 2010.....
I am sitting right in front of my lappie playing my usual games on facebook and downloading offline games from the internet...
I'm a pretty lame person currently.. (at this very moment) because i am too free..
I hope my 2011 will be filled up with work loads.. traveling.. money.. happy moments...

I definitely haven't mentioned anything about my Betong and Hat Yai trip...
I wonder if tarot reading is TRUE... But most of what was said was kinda true..
So I'm gonna let go of everything and start a new in 2011..
May everything good come my way...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!!!

Happy Winter Solstice

2010-12-22T16:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Winter Solstice...Dong Zhi Kuai Le... Gou Dong..
On this day, we shall all do TONG YUEN

Me n My younger sister was LAME enough to do all this lame shape...

She even tried doing a RING which PUTUS when i wanted to put into the hot boiling water...

She tried doing SHYT too...

Haha....

Tong Yuen was suppose to be round only...

But, Like i said.. we were TOO LAME....

Tonight mum decided to do STEAMBOAT again since i said i wanted steamboat..

Hehe...

Love love....

I rather mum do steamboat than to cook many many dishes....

Because she gotta work, where got enough time to cook..

Where-else steamboat is so easy....

Next is Christmas...

Then I'm Flying...

Then New Year...

Then Thaipusam..

Then Chinese New Year....

Happy Happy...

Oh, did i forget my Anniversary and Valentine after that??

Merry Christ Mass...!!!

2010-12-20T13:27:00.000+08:00

5 more days to Christmas...
Went shopping last week with my sis and boyfriend...
He insisted that we have a Christmas tree...
He even wanted us to buy the Christmas songs which i said NO, because we can always download for free..
We are exchanging gifts and eating & Drinking....
Cheers to Jesus for giving ur Christmas..
Because if it was not for him, we won't have Christmas right??

When we ask most people, why do we celebrate Christmas, they always say because it's Jesus Birthday.. But does any1 here, on EARTH buy him a cake and blow the candle on behalf of him??
Nope..
Me neither...

But since it's a world wide celebration thingy...
Thanks to JESUS...
MERRY CHRISTMAS...!!!!

So Merry Christmas Every1...
Cheers....

2010-12-16T21:55:00.001+08:00

Unlucky day...

2010-12-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

arrrgghhhhhhh.....
Trust me, i was very calm even after knowing my things were missing..
No sight of discomfort until just now...

My purse is missing...
Damn who ever who took it...
TAKE ALL THE MONEY LAR..
but please at least return all my cards back to me...

The hassle I've got to go through now is MADNESS....
Gotta re-do I/C and License..
Had to call and report about my debit cards..
NO I/C, no license..no cash cards... no Touch n Go...
All my loyalty cards for shopping is GONE..

What is so wrong with Malaysians??
Why can't u be kind enough to return my card to the information counter immediately after taking all the cash???
It's simple okay....
Faster take the purse, masuk tandas, empty my cash and then go to the information counter and say " SAYA JUMPA INI ATAS LANTAI" and just move on....

I will be happy, and so will you..
You get ur cash, i get my cards....
Win Win situation...
I dunit to run to the I/C department..
Dunit go to the JPJ department...

SCREW YOU ...!!!! for not returning my things immediately...
Even humans in Betong are better than you stupid MALAYSIAN THIEF'S

Fong Lye (gardens)

2010-12-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday Me, Winnie, Wing & Uncle aka YZ was supposed to go for karaoke but because Winnie was sick, she did not join us..
So we ended up buying tickets for Rapunzel...
We had 1 hour ideal so we decided to go to Fong Lye..

Fong Lye is a Taiwanese restaurant that is located in Garden's Midvalley...
It's in the 3rd floor heading towards Robinson's.
They played this F4 song again & again..
Love love...
I was so greedy that I wanted to order all on the snack list.. (1st page)

Iced Lime Juice

RM 6.30...

I loved it so much...

Uncle's apple yogurt....

RM7.30...

He don't drink people's saliva and he dun like people to HAVE his saliva..

Wing's Pineapple snow mountain

Rm 8.30...

It's okay when it's down my throat, but the moment it enters my mouth and lies on my tongue, I can taste the strong taste of the milk...

I don't like....

Uncle's Taiwan Glutinous Rice Sausage

RM9.30..

The sausage i ordered and this is so different..

Taiwan Coconut Milk Toast

RM4.30..

The bread was nicely toasted..

But the taste of COCONUT was too strong.. Just like drinking santan..

but Uncle and wing loved it...

My My My Fried Rice W/Rice Wine

RM12.80..

Although it was the most expensive food we all had (there is more expensive food in the menu), it was THE BEST food lar.. the taste was GREAT,, sedap giler...

Wing finished it for me.. it was too much.. I was too full...

Uncle said it was NICE too..

Sweet Potato Ball..

RM5.30..

Trust me.. I think you can get better taste potato balls in Petaling Street..

The center of THESE balls were empty.. But the chewy part was okay..

Baked Sausage..

RM 6.30...

YUM YUM...

I dunno since when i started liking Taiwan sausage... and this is GOOD...

Taiwan Deep Fried Chicken

RM 9.30..

This is the normal kinda fried chicken which we can get in pasar malam..

Nice.. I finished the fried leaf up there...

We couldn't finish it and packed it up...

Haha.. Never waste food...

The service was fast and the waiters & waitress are very friendly...

Will definitely go back to try the rest of the menu....

*** it was only based on my taste bud.. others may vary

Sonnet 18

2010-12-08T12:27:00.005+08:00

Do you still remember this poem???

It starts with Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

And ends with So long as men can breath, or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

My god, we were forced by my english teacher to remember the whole poem to be tested in class in order to prepare for SPM...

And I will not forget if sum1 mentions it 1st line & the last, because it's the easiest to remember..

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate.

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometimes declines,

By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimm'd;

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;

Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,

When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st.

So long as men can breath, or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

William Shakespeare

**Re-write from the Selected Poems & Short Stories FORM 4

Rapunzel~~~~

2010-12-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

Wohooo...
Watched Rapunzel at last...
My bf is a bad guy because he didn't want to take me to watch that CARTOON movie in the cinema..
Bad bf...

Went with Uncle & Wing to watch it yesterday...
Uncle is BAD too....
He lied to me one after another....
And me being naive (not really that naive, just that i trust people easily) believe his every word...

Yesterday after fetching me (i was the first that he fetched), was suppose to fetch Winnie, so i was like "why is he using jalan kuching instead of jalan ipoh" thought asked him, "eh, we not fetching Winnie??" he answered me "No, winnie said she is not feeling well (which was true) and Wing said she's not coming either"...
DANG.. My next reaction/expression and question was "HAR... BU HUI BA (cannot be right??)"..
There.... He lied again.. and was testing my reaction...
Because knowing uncle, he will cancel if it's only with one person...

He said my reaction was SO BIG..
OF course lar...
He is not my bf...
We are not attracted to each other..
It feels so weird if only both of us going out...

After fetching Wing & reaching MV..
The car park signboard was filled with RED color MEANING no parking...
WHAT ON EARTH??? why all full???
No exhibition.. No event.. NOTHING..

But we were lucky enough to secure a parking lot for us..
Many cars waiting on left & right...

Uncle was so shy to watch Rapunzel..
WHAT ON EARTH again...
But he said he enjoyed the show...
& OMG Wing & Uncle have never heard about this story before...
I guess they never read kiddo's story books...

Wished i watched the 3D version..

( half song only)

Check this out for full version..

Win Win in ACTION

2010-11-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

My dearest MiMi passed away in August...
But she is still in our heart....

Win Win was never allowed into our house because of MiMi...
MiMi is a very jealous female dog...
She never liked any other dog...
Did I mention that she almost killed a black dog in her younger age...??
Guess she would be 3 x 7=21 years old when she did that...
She pushed another dog into a very deep drain..
Pity the dog....

So now, Win Win have been staying with us since her dad (my sister's bf) is working and he dun really have time to take care of her...
keeping this playful dog lonely is a sin...
Unlike my MiMi.. she always had our attention because no matter how, there will be sum1 at home....
And MiMi grown up alone without us really playing and giving her FULL attention..
So keeping her alone and going for vacation was never a problem for us...
But with Win Win... OMG.. trust me..
She can drive you crazy...
Gotta wipe her every time she poo and pee..

Loves treats so much.. Just like my MiMi..
Guess dogs just loves treats because they taste better than their dog biscuits...
My MiMi was a very lucky dog because she eats everything excepts for chocolate...
This WinWin NO WAY.. strict order from my sis...
So everytime she see's us with food, she lookes at you with her PITY face...
SO CUTE....
When ever i go to my mum's office, i;ll bring her along...
Everyone loves her... and says that she looks like a DOLL..

Look at the video....

Win Win struggling to open it..
ended up biting holes in it...
Win Win doing lion dance...

The end result of her doings...

Holes...

Graduated...

2010-11-23T11:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah...
I've graduated....
20th of November 2010..

I'm planning for a holiday in December...
Hatyai... What say you??
Will everything be alright???

Booking the flights now.. yeah....

Bukit Tinggi

2010-11-22T19:52:00.001+08:00

There is this temple that is built on the mountain in Bukit Tinggi..
To walk up is a nightmare...
Never ever....

Dad's been building this Bhrama Temple up there with Vishnu, Sivan & Sri (men) Narayanan..
And there is this kind hearted boss who is so willingly pouring out all the money to build it...
The temple up there is a mixture of the Indian & Chinese gods..

from a small temple which is surrounded with big2 tree(it looked like a forest temple), now they cleared up the sides and back of the temple to make it bigger...
Currently the Chinese and Indian gods are sharing the place...
But soon they will get their own house....

Last Sunday we did the Agni Ommum...
I can see how the Indian priest was smiling as in thinking why lar so many people putting things into the hole...
Because dad wanted everyone to get the good energy and made sure everyone gets a share to do something..

Everyone was happy..

There is a river right infront of the temple...
Can bath there...

One of the priest was telling my dad (after all the ceremony ended) that he & another priest saw ganapathy god blessing the place when they were doing the ceremony...
Got 2 gods to give number...
Want 4D?? go and see them..

Birthday again...

2010-11-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

My whole day was spent in a karaoke room in gardens...
I've got too many November babies in my list...
27 humans on my FB are all November humans...
1 sister & 2 close girlfriends..
1 on the 16th.. IKAN....!!!!!!
The other on the 21st... WING...!!!!!

On Tuesday, friends called me out for shopping cum dinner...
Reached Pavilion around 7pm and Winnie decided that we should go for Sushi Zanmai in Fahrenheit 88 where Uniqlo from Japan is situated...

After finishing our food, we decided to leave the place around 9 something and Uncle paid the bill...
No idea why I even agreed because it was always me who will swipe if it comes to a big amount.. (i want points lar.. hehe )
Went to the washroom and came out and they were counting on who to pay how much...
I pun selamba lar.. take and calculated how much I ate....
Gave uncle the money and he said, "you wait"...
The only thought I had was uncle got no small change...

Then wing asked me to do calculation for her...
There.... I knew it...
They already planed to pay for my share for dinner..
Hehe...
THANK YOU SO MUCH...!!!!!
1 year once I get free dinner...
Good right.. hehe...

Today was Wing's turn to have free food....
We went to Redbox Karaoke gardens...
We bought her 1 slice of Pavlova from Alexis...

This photo was taken on Uncle's birthday....

Pavlova is the 1 with lots of Strawberry

RM300++++ for all 7 of us....

Inclusive of...

1 buffet breakfast...

1 set lunch..

1 lunch buffet...

2 cups of drinks...

Happy Happy....

We sang from 11am till 6pm...

I think the last 1 hour was the happiest because we were singing all kind of love songs for 2 humans...

You know who you are OKAY...!!!!

No need for me to announce here...

NOT GOOD... Image gone... hehe

2010-11-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

Someone asked me, why have I been posting so little lately...
I'm too free that I dunno what to write...
I'm too busy and I dun have the time to write...
I'm free when I'm free, I'm busy when i'm busy..
I'm being LAME again...
So long since I ever mentioned that I'm LAME here...

Birthday was BAD...
I cried....

The reason I cried was because of a cloth called SAREE...
Screw that long cloth okay...
Somehow I still looked good in it...
Many people said I look beautiful in it..
Hehe....

Okay... "flashback*
Went over my aunty's place at 5pm because we were suppose to be in the temple at 7.30pm...
I told my sis I've got a feeling that I'll be irritated/upset with the way this aunty of mine that is going to tie for me will tie in a way that I DISLIKE...
true enough.. my face was long, but i tried to smile...
my sis got the wrong person to tie...
If it was my other aunt, i guess I'll would have let her handle the tying because she can read my face if I like it or not...& she's the Saree tying professional person..
She would have made me happy, but nah...
Came home with an upset face....

Mum tied her own Saree perfectly but wasn't good when she was tying for us...
Arrrggghhhh.... that immediately made me cry...
I even begged my mum that i dun't wanna go to the temple...
It was a force thingy...
My dad took the role of the god's dad.. (Murugan's wife [his wedding])
So just imagine the committee members already told us MUST USE SAREE...

The worst part was when my aunt (the 1 who tied) said to my sis " you people acting like everyone is going to look at you people"....
That sentence pissed me off...
I wanted to reply back, YES... but decided to shut up, dun wanna start a fight with her...

In this life, I hate going to 2 temple's (around my area) because every1 knows us and they watch us closely...
Want do anything also must be-careful...

But boyfriend made my day.. He surprised me...
He said he was going to be out station.. LIAR...
He appeared in the temple...
Have you seen god's movie's???
They suddenly appear in front of you??? yeah.. like that...

The moment I saw him, I was like " Jie, see behind... why is he here??"
Haha.... My bro and younger sis knew about his plan...
Selamba only my younger sis main sms beside me and i did not notice (she sms's 24/7)

My present...

Bf sent delivery to my mum's office..
My sister's reaction looking at the guy when he came in was funny....

It's MY birthday...

2010-11-12T14:14:00.001+08:00

It's my it's my birthday....
Woohoo....
I'm officially 23....
Another 3 years for me to wait to get married...
Hehe....
OMG, do i sound so desperate to get married???
YES I AM...

I'm waiting to get the wedding proposal...
Damn....
It's okay....

So got my 1st birthday present today morning..
It was a sent over surprised gift from my bf...
With three RED balloon..
I love....

Will be home whole day until 7 later...
Won't be going out with friends..
All working...

Will be going to temple...
FIRST TIME in SAREE...
OMG....
I'm so shy...
hehe...

Thank you BF..
Love you...

SPECIAL thanks to my mummy for giving birth to me...
23 years back you were in labor just to give birth to me...
The pain that you suffered can never be re-paid....
Gave my mummy a big fat kiss and 2 angpau...
1 for mummy & 1 for daddy....
I love you....

Thank you to all my friends who wished me...
Thank you so much.. =)

Kuantan- 2nd Night

2010-11-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

We had SEAFOOD BBQ the night before...
No photo's were taken because all were busy eating...
For the very 1st time, i had seafood BBQ..
My idea of BBQ is hotdog, nugget, chicken wing, bacon, potato...
But instead of all the above, we had, fish, sotong, small lobsters, sotong kering BBQ...
Before going back to the house for dinner, me, Uncle, Wing, Janny and Winnie went to the nearby supermarket to get a Thank You gift..
Ended up buying YOMEISHU and a CARD...


Photo taken after BBQ..with Mr. Xu

That night we slept early..
the original plan was to get MR. Xu to take us out, but he himself had no idea on where to take us to...
Me & Winnie slept happily since we had 2 single bed to ourselves..no sharing tonight...=)

Kuantan- 1st Morning

2010-10-25T17:24:00.001+08:00

I couldn't sleep whole night...
I guess it is all because of new environment..
The other reason cold be because Me & Wing had to share 1 single bed and wing occupied 3/4 of the bed..
All the was left for me as a small floor and 1/4 of the bed... sad me.. hehe... (I still can laugh although I'm sad)

I remember listening to Winnie stretching at 6 in the morning and all i did was ask her to move down...
She regretted, but decided to let me to sleep on the bed.. (she and piano had the queen size bed all to themselves)...

Orange had to be bad... she offed the air-cond.. it's either i sleep with fan or air-cond, no such thing as NONE...

Was figuring out the fan switch in the dark, and i kept listening to "tit.. tit.. tit".. Air-cond sound so i thought i was pressing on the correct switch.. mana tau in the morning Orange told me the IT WAS HER PRESSING ON THE AIR-COND REMOTE CONTROL.. SUI YE....

Orange got up early to prepare breakfast and was cutting on fruits for the night...


Orange

wing, orange, piano.. me & Winnie


wing...

Me with orange's star...

We had nothing else to do....

Breakfast for the day... I loved the FRIED IKAN MASIN

Winnie..

Piano mimic-ing orange...

ugly fishes that we were feeding in "wan fo dian"

Carp fishes.. NO FEEDING


Funny us... Janny, winnie,piano,wing,me,uncle,heong & Orange

Too sunny

After eating breakfast.. we headed out in 2 cars.. uncle and Orange's car.. i did not drive because of not enough sleep... trust me.. i was kinda tired the whole day.. but with so many funny jokes and funny pose.. i wasn't as tired as i thought i'll be..

We made few stops... just to see little parts of the beach..
Went to the turtle sanctuary.. consider it right beside club med....
No way of getting into the resort.. Got guards....

Turtle sanctuary was FREE...

Went in to see big and baby turtles...
Then went to the beach to take photo's....
At last went back to the house for BBQ..

Duh..

2010-10-24T14:20:00.000+08:00

It's not easy to keep what we want, because what we want, everyone else want's a piece of it...
I hate sharing and i don't wanna share....
Somethings in life is not meant to be shared..
NO WAY...!!!!
I'm not sharing what is mine....

Go and find yours.. don't come and take mine...
I know it's to hard to resist my thing, but IT'S NOT YOURS..

Kuantan - 1st Night

2010-10-20T13:00:00.000+08:00

Been making plans to go to Kuantan since May (after exam), but all of us have been busy with getting a job..
Some even have to do closing on Saturdays...
Some cannot apply for leave....

Last Weekend was the best.. Every1 was FREE....
We left KL at 9pm on Friday...
Was supposed to leave at 8 pm but we had to wait for HEONG because he was late..
Was discussing on who should sit in whose car.. how to put the luggage..
I drove my Kelisa while Uncle LEE drove his Kancil...
Just imagine 7 people with 7 luggage... Had to cramp all the bag's into the SMALL Luggage compartment...
I had wing and Winnie in my car.. the other 3 (Janny, Heong and Gan) got into Uncle's car...

The empty passenger space was filled with wing's rubbish.. food's, sweets and her smelly blanket...
Whole journey was filled with laughter and noise from both of them..
Only reached Kuantan at 12.30 in the morning...

Miss Tan aka Orange was so nice to welcome us at the bus stop near her house..
She took us for fried noodles...
She insisted in paying for us...
Were so full....
Went to Teluk Cempedak after that...
There were so many people there....
1.30 am and the beach was lighted up... many people walking and talking...
McDonalds and KFC there was 24 hour.. (we din masuk)....

Janny, Heong, Winnie, Me, Wing, Gan & Uncle Lee

After walking and walking on the beach.. taking picture and making fun of each other...
We decided to head home to Orange's house...
We only reach her house around 3 in the morning...
Time to just take a fast shower and sleep since we were at the beach and was sticky because of the sea wind..
Night Night....
But I couldn't sleep whole night.. =(

I'm BACK...!!

2010-10-18T23:19:00.001+08:00

Woohoo...
I missed my bed so much..
Was back from Kuantan last night...
Had to drive up and down....

Was happy.. But i did miss my bf too..
Asked him to follow,but he was kinda busy...
Hehe....
Had a very funny + nice + happy +weird dream...
I dreamt that i was getting married..
Woohoo.... I just can't wait to get married...

I sound so desperate....
What to do...
Im a girl mar...
Wanna get married mar...
Hehe.....

Still feeling tired....
Blog will be updated tomorrow...
Using my lappie...
wahahaha...
Nights every1...

I miss you sweetheart...
Muacks...

Ding Dong Bell

2010-10-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

It's the wedding bell ringing again...
My cousin sister got married today..
The ceremony was today morning...
Tired tired...

The groom side's BROTHERS were so active all of a sudden...
Pushing to get in... (we closed the door)...
My younger cousin sister was suppose to make them play games...
They drank Soy Sauce and ate Wasabi Biscuits..
Since they did not have enough time, they skipped the eating of Taiwanese HotDog...
It was spicy but I LOVE IT...
Yum Yum..
Hehe... i finished it... and had to grab a glass of water immediately...
Lagi Makan Lagi Pedas....

But Yum Yums...
So Delicious.. Superb....

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Writing lesser & lesser....
Time is my enemy....

Starry Love

2010-10-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

In life we tend to take things for granted...
Do you agree with me??

We take our parents for granted..
Take their love for granted...
When they do things for us, we tell that they are good..
When they say NO, just for 1 thing, we say they are bad. they don't love us..

We do that to our siblings too..
To our other half too...
TO GOD TOO....

Life is all about ourselves...
Have we/ have you ever think about others??

When you are alone, who do you think of??
Don't you want someone to be with you??
Then why do we blame other??
Why do we always push away people who care for us??
Why???

Trust me, i can come up with all the nonsense about life..
How we are suppose to lead or life..
How we are suppose to live life...
But i never follow it...
WHY???
BECAUSE I'M A NORMAL HUMAN..
Normal human only talk.. hardly follow...

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How do you like the idea of being called sister-in-law???

Stary Stary Night

2010-10-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

Just got up from my very nice sleep....
I slept yesterday afternoon, and continued my sleep last night after coming back from dinner...
God....
Is it possible if you don't give us shocking news early in the morning??
Is it possible if you try to keep some gap in between tears??
Can't be crying day after day...

Went for a funeral in Terrenganu on Wednesday because my NENEK passed away due to liver failure..
Such a nice person....
I think good people die earlier right??
So guess i won't be dying anytime soon because I'M BAD..
Hehe...

Yesterday was another funeral...
Ikan, stay strong OKAY..???
I'll always be there for you....

I tried to hold my tears..
But there was no way i could, because seeing Ikan cry made me feel the pain..
Losing someone dear/close to you....
Losing a nice man....
Yeah, because funeral always makes me think back of my grandmother..
The rituals and prayers we did for her..
The sadness we felt when she was gone..
And reading the words (follow the priest) makes me even more sad...

Ikan, I know you are sad that you did not get to see him before things happen,
But remember all the moments you shared with him??
It was happy moments right??
So keep that in mind that Appa loves you and you love him...
We will always remember him....
That's for sure....
Now we gotta move on...
OKAY??

Love all you can...
Eat all you can..
Pray all you can...

Never regret anything...
Say what you gotta say today so that you will not regret tomorrow..
Life is short..
So why fight???

I love you.....
I love my dad...
I love my mum
I love my sisters...
I love my brother..
I love my boyfriend..
I love my relatives...
I love my friends....

Although sometimes, we might have hurt others...
But that does not mean we are enemies...
Learn to forgive and forget...
Life will be better....

Before my time's up.. Before i see god...
If i have hurt anyone in the life...
I'm sorry....

I may not see you anymore..
I may not hear from you anymore..
I may not..... not....
So i might as well just say sorry so that i clear of my karma debt's now and not bring it forward into my next life...
A life if hatred and sadness will only bring misery...
And i'm taking that easy step now...

May god bless everyone... =)....

Star Bright

2010-09-26T10:41:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna start my post with SO,but i'm always so tempted to do so...

MiMi passed away on the 31st of August...
It's gonna be 1 month soon...
And i still do miss her...
Everyone of us at home still miss her..

1 week after she was gone, there was this TWO puppies that came around my mum's office..
Awww.. so cute....
But i'll never want to take it back home.. Because i don't like the color of it..
Brown...stray dog brown.. not poodle brown...

We gave names to both of them...
One of it had a PINK (reddish) nose, so we called her XIAO HONG (small red)..
The other 1 had a BLACK nose, so we called her XIAO HEI (small black)..
They we so small when they came 3 weeks back...

This 2 smart puppies, decided to use my mum's office staircase as their house to sleep at night...
They are so cute and naughty....

Everytime i give them food, i had to give them in TWO portions.. or the other 1 will start barking...
I remember the 1st time i gave them food was NASI LEMAK..
Haha.. but i definitely took the SAMBAL AWAY..
I don't wanna them makan and then start running for water....
Buy banana cake also must make sure I buy two piece...

Another time, i went to Nando's and i couldn't finish my food, because i ordered the starter plate..
So i decided to pack it up, because i hate wasting food..
I made sure i asked for two box instead of 1, knowing that the 2 will start barking when either 1 of them is munching on the food...
So cute... they play with each other.. sleep on each other... bite on each other..

But now, i pity XIAO HEI... XIAO HONG has already been adopted by an indian guy...
Mum was telling us that this indian guy came up to her and ask if he could take the dog home?
Mum said ok and told him to take both...but he refused..
That guy had a hard time catching XIAO HONG...
He managed to catch her when he cornered her near my mum's office door...

XIAO HEI is all alone by herself now...
She sleeps alone.. she eats alone..
Hai... pity her....
I just hope someone can come and adopt her too...

Mum said no to dogs at home now..
She don't wanna go through the same thing again...
My neighbour told me to take it home too, but seriously taking care of a dog is no joke...

I rather the dog be at the office than at home..
At least when i go to the office, i can just buy some food and give the dog..
My neighbour feeds her too..
So no issues about food..
Soon, the only problem for XIAO HEI is, she's gonna be so BIG and she will not get to crawl into my mum's office staircase...

Gotta pray that she'll get her own place soon...
They love my mum's staircase, because got carpet..
Haha...

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My laptop is under surgery now...
Waiting to recover....
Therefore no photo's of doggy...

Star light

2010-09-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's nice to know some people will never forget you...
No matter you are far away or near..
No matter how or where life take you to...
And it's always nice to know that you are always thinking of me..

Everything's gonna come to an end..
I mean the days where I go out and eat, and watch movie and do LAZY people thingy...
Gonna start work soon..
Yeah.. pretty soon..

Haven't been blogging like how i used to...
All my post are quite boring and lame..
Just like me...
I've been quite lazy these days..
All I care is about my cafe world...
Because there is a dead line for every catering order...
I wan 3 star rating, so that explains why i care for my cafe world more than anything else....

Been busy every night...
And ironing cloths makes me feel so hot...
Wish my hall got aircond...
Can't be taking the ironing board into my room...

Wanna buy more cloths and heels soon...
Lucky flu is gone 70%..
I hope i recover soon....
6 days of being sick is MADNESS...
6 days of not being able to breath using my nose 24 hour sucks..
6 days of sounding like a sick idiot makes me go crazy...
6 days of using tissue to hurt my nose is TERRIBLE....

Gonna talk to god now..
Buh Bye....
I FEEL YOU... =)
I SAW YOU..=)

Bless me

2010-09-16T14:02:00.001+08:00

BORED + FLU + HEADACHE + HUNGRY = SHARMINII MANAN

I feel like puling out my nose...
Because i feel so so so pity for my nose...
I blow and blow my nose until it became so dry and now, the skin on my nose is peeling off..
DAMN... my nose gonna look so ugly...
Gotta keep applying lotion on my nose...

Going out with my friends in a while..
Oh yeah.. this means that i can get a present for my bf...
The secret present..
Hehe...
Past 2 years birthday present haven't been a surprised ones because i took him along to get his presents..
But this year's present will be.. hehe
Not gonna tell what I'm gonna buy...
The sad thing is his birthday is on MONDAY...
GOD.. had you to play this FOOL on me??
But it's okay...

My sis booked him for this Saturday...
Early birthday dinner...
Have no idea where we are going yet...
My sis said she wanna belanja...
Good lar... All this while he belanja...
Haha...

I'm so gonna faint...
But i still wanna go out...
I'm still in love with mickey and guess what bf bought for me for mooncake festival??
NOT tanglung...
But MICKEY & MINNIE moon cake...
hehe... i love Mickey and Minnie and always will....

I think my 1st destination for a good holiday will be Disneyland... (im such a baby).. Yeah yeah yeah...
=).. =)

Employed..!!!

2010-09-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

To start of with, I would like to congratulate my BF * clap clap clap*
He's employed...
A future auditor to be...

He's finally, officially employed by PWC..
Erm... he always told me to call it in FULL since i'm not an employer there..
But WHO CARES..
haha...* smilez ear to ear...*
He'll be starting work soon...
And I'm gonna sit at home and miss him and find a job that suits ME...
After 3 interviews with the director of assurance, they called him the other morning to tell him to go over for a discussion..
Drove him over and had to wait lar...

That missy up there told him that he got the job and wanted him to start with immediate effect but bf said he needs some time to consider...
Some how that missy insisted and he also took up the offer and signed it...
I'm so so so happy....
wahahahaha... WHY???
No idea lar..
or i think it's because he got what he wanted...
And all the time's I told MR. up there to make sure he gets what he wants..
So good lar...

But I'm a little sad also because that missy told him that he might need to fly overseas with a senior manager at the end of the year to audit a subsidiary company...
WHAT on earth??
Just start work and must fly???

So after all that, we went for lunch together with that missy...
Yeah... i was like a big idiot.. lost in my own world because all i was hearing was audit IAS..
IAS this IAS that.. IAS 11 then IAS 18..WHAT ON EARTH??
Looks like this is all crazy mad people stuff...
I'll leave all this IAS to him...
No IAS for me please....
Gonna go shopping for office cloth's soon...
Hehe.....

Congratulation's....
Big feast soon... =)

Selamat Hari Raya..!!

2010-09-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

Love raya songs...
The musics are just so lovely.. especially the old ones...

I love the green Nuffnang used for their home page..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL... & happy holiday.. =)
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Was in the temple this past 2 days...
Yeah..Vinayagar Charturthi..(guess my spelling changes every time)
just imagine pooja after pooja's done...
stand & stand..
My feet hurts..
but it's okay..
worth the stand since it's for god.. =)

Play till it hurts

2010-09-06T16:17:00.002+08:00

MiMi is still around the house..
We can all still hear and feel her....
I heard the sound of her struggling to get up..
My mum hears her wagging tail..
My dad feel's her rubbing on his feet (she always does that/manja with my dad)
My sis feels her sitting beside the god's table...
My bro hears her breathing sound....
I guess she just doesn't know where to go..
She never gets out of the house..
Or maybe she just decided to stay with us because she misses us too much...
There's no reason for us to pack food home..
There's no reason to keep left over food...

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Sunday morning all 6 of us went to Sunway Lagoon Waterpark...
The four of us, with Both the boyfriends...
Was suppose to meet up at 8.30 am but the 4 of us were late..
The boyfriends arrived on time and had to wait...
Went in 1 car...

Went to Mamak around my place for breakfast...
Bro cleverly ordered 2 Tosai and couldn't finish it..
And we did pack it up. but not for MiMi.. (she's not gonna eat.. )
We packed it for the birds or any other animal who's around that mamak area...
Instead of wasting it, give animal to eat lar...

Reached Sunway Lagoon parking around 10 something....
It was so empty.. there was no queue to buy the ticket...

We had so much fun...
Boyfriend was making all of us laugh so much...
And we had a little show to watch in the sand beach..
Haha... The lifeguard was enjoying his show from up....

Tried all the slide in the water park...
None was left out...
Tried everything in the dry park too, except rides that go 360 degree... and the Lost Gold (train)..

Boyfriend played the TOY game and won a DEVIL hairband..

The best part was, there was this white monkey which was in the cage in the wild life park, and it was playing with my boyfriend...
Hand to hand.. tried to lick his hand but couldn't because it was a glass door...
Haha... it did not want to play with others...
So cute..

And we noticed that a monkey's palm is just like ours..
With lines and fingers just like ours..

I'm burned...
My face hurts...
My cheeks are red...
Gotta apply cream again and again..
I hope the skin don't peel off and make me look ugly...

Went to Pulau Carey for dinner...
I wouldn't say all the dishes was good, but the assam sotong and LAI LIU HA (prawn) was good..
We had crab too...
Per person had to pay rm 22...
Consider cheap...

At the end of the day we were all so happy...
All went home and slept like a pig...
So tired...

Now my body hurts so much..
From my neck till my toes....
Arrgghhhh.....
But we had maximum fun...

Damage for the day...
RM 420 Entrance fee (60 refundable)
RM 30 Double tube (15 refundable)
RM 131 Dinner
RM 19 Breakfast
RM 40 Lunch (fried rice & mee with water)
RM 9 Chicken popcorn
RM 20 Locker
RM 32 Sunblock
RM 30 Souvenir
RM 12 Token games

Happy happy happy....

Lonely Morning

2010-09-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

My mornings are now so lonely...
What is used to do every morning (i think i should say afternoon.. WHICHEVER) is to wake up and look at my lovely MiMi lying down on the floor...
And then i'll call XIAO MiMi... Just to get her attention...
Her name is MiMi.. but i added the Xiao (mad) because she goes crazy for cheese.. My favourite too..
And there is no way she will not look or follow me if i ever go to the fridge...

So for this past 2 days.. I haven't been calling her name..
There is no way i'm gonna be XIAO SHARMINII...
I don't wanna be mad..
But i constantly look down the table to find NO MiMi...

So coming back to what i used to do every morning when i wake up is call her name..
then when she looks at me, i'll ask how is she..????
She'll be wagging her tail to which, means I'M FINE...

And then I'll go to the washroom to wash up myself and do my necessary things which will take me 1 hour...
She'll be down the table when i get into the bathroom and will be in front of my room door when i come out...
WHY???
Because she knows that when i come out, it is TREATS and PILL's time...
Yeah.. i'll sit beside her and talk to her and show her my monkey face when she give me the "BLAH" look...
Haha... like... " HAHA... FEED ME MORE... FEED ME MORE"...

And then she'll go back to her routine.. sleeping in the morning.. chassing the birds when they come down to eat... haha... that's my MiMi...
That's what she loves to do....

Before her condition got serious, she used to chase all the birds away.. because she gets jealous when my dad feeds the birds....
She was no more active when her wound started becoming bigger and bigger...
Guess it was too pain for her to even walk...

She used to jump when i feed her cheese...
She used to bite the heart shape biscuits which is as big as a 50 cent..
but no more during her last 1 month period...
I had to break it into smaller piece, and she never sits to eat but sleep and eat...

I think 2 week before she passed away, there was this 1 midnight when i was going to sleep, she made so much of noise..
I was so scared that she might leave us the next morning..
All i did was sit with her and talked to her...
And she kept quiet for the rest of the night....
I immediately Googled on the symptoms of dogs dying..
I was very scared...
I cried talking to her....

The feeling now is like I've lost my 13th year old sister...
Although she's a dog, but she stayed long enough to be my sister...
Yeah... my dad used to pack food and say "this is for my daughter at home"... "my youngest sister/daughter"...
Instead of treating her like a real dog, we treated her like a human.. she ate whatever we ate.. Except for chocolates and salty food....
She used to sit with us and watch tv once in a while..
She licked clean the durian seed..
She eats orange... She even barked when we did not give her...

Around May (before my operation), i bought fried rice and couldn't finish it...
It was in the plastic and all i did was hold the plastic and she was showing her teeth, so scared that i'll take the rice away from her... so all i did was only squat beside her with my legs on the plastic while she ate the rice (the plastic was moving so i wanted to hold it for her)....

Last month when my parents went out for holiday, i bought her TAI PAU (big pau), and hold onto her food and she did not show any teeth but munched on her food....

Hai.... I miss her so much....
Writing all this MiMi post only make me miss her more and cry...
But why i am writing this is to make sure i never forget about her..
I don't wanna forget about her...
I will never forget about her..
But i wanna write down memories about her..
I wanna keep these memories written...

Guess this MiMi post will be going on day after day until i run out of things to write about her...
And I Miss you more today... because while writing this, i hear sound that sounds like what you always do..
And i know it's my imagination because you are now with god and they are taking good care of you...
Be with them, don't come down...

wishing on a shooting star

2010-09-01T17:43:00.005+08:00

I cried today morning..
When i woke up in the morning, the 1st thing i saw was an empty floor.. No MiMi..
I went to the toilet and did my business and came out, i saw down the table and there was no MiMi...
No point looking into the kitchen because i will never see her there too...
I know, i was being silly...
I know, she has left us..
I know.. I know..
But I'm already missing her..

Went to the open crematorium.. (where we burnt her)...
It rained yesterday.. i dunno if half of her ash has been blown away or washed away...
But we saw few of her bones there.. and there was still ashes of hers there...
There was her arm bone.. a little here and there of her bones..

Her ashes was let go at the sea..
I know she is in good hands now...
She dunnit to suffer..
She dunnit to feel pain...
She dunnit to struggle to get up to eat, drink, pee and shit...

MiMi...Rest In Peace...

You belong with me

2010-08-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

MiMi my sweetheart has left us today morning..
She survived breast cancer for 8 months and now she is gone...
Last night i slept around 1 am and when i called her, she did not want to look at me..
I called her twice...
But knowing she is always tired and sleeping, i did not bother to call her again..
I saw her still breathing.. so I just left it...

Went to sleep like normal and there at 8 am.. Mum opened my room door and dashed in...
The only thought i had was, she's calling my sis to get up to go to work( she was on holiday and was sleeping)
Damn...All my mum said was " wake up, MiMi died"....
OMG.. the only feeling i had was "DAMN"....
I really did not expect her to leave me just like that...
I came running out and there, she was dead in front of my room next to the toilet...
She died in a very good position....
She was starting to get cold when i touched her...
Thank you to MiMi's good soul and god...
She choosed morning and she choosed a PUBLIC HOLIDAY...

I've got no idea why when i got up at 6 am to visit the washroom, i did not glance at her because that is what i normally do...
I will on the light just to see if she is breathing o not...

I hate it.. I hate it...
I hate it that there is no more XIAO MIMI for me to call out when i get up from my sleep...
There is no MiMi for me to look out for....
I used to look for her either infront of my toilet, down the table or in the kitchen...
But no more....
No matter where i find, i will never see her...

Can you see her wound?? (on her tummy where her breast is)

31st August will forever be remember as MiMi's day....

MiMi trying to Manja with my bro (he took the shot)

Only last week, I went shopping to buy her treats..
And i think i bought more than 6 packets...
The pills and treats that was not consumed was thrown away...


This is how she looked like when she died.. but with her eye half close and tongue out

We cremated her...
Took her to the crematorium...
Did all the rituals and things for her...
I could not take it seeing her get burnt...
We did it the traditional way...
Where they put the woods and burn...

** No photo's was taken when she died

MiMi... My 13 year old dog...
I love you...!!!!
You will be missed badly....

Dad said no dogs allowed in the house for a year...
Understandable... Her soul will be around...

Tomorrow going to take her ash to let go in the sea...
MiMi, I know you've never gone out of the house... (no where far from the house)
So please do not get lost on your way.. follow your heart and go to god..
They will take care of you....

Knowing that i will never see you anymore makes me cry....
I LOVE YOU...!!!! I MISS YOU...!!!!

MR.B

2010-08-25T12:52:00.000+08:00

Mr.B.. you better watch out...
~~I will punch you if you talk too much...~~
~~I will pinch you if you talk too much...~~
~~I will slap you if you talk too much...~~
~~I might even send you to hell if you talk too much....~~

Haha...B, i love you too much.. you are the best, honest friend on earth...
I will never trade you with anyone one.....
Having you as my friend is the best thing on earth...

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GOD,
can you tell me what have you got in hand for me???

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Watching shows which i will never watch..
but i'm still watching..
Don't ask me why....
Maybe it's nice, maybe it's not nice..
Maybe it's stupid, Maybe it's not...
Maybe it's because of you, maybe it's not...

But all i can say is, i'm watching it because i wanna watch...
No1 can force me to do things which i don't want....

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Just squeezed some orange juice and my hand feel so "water rough"....
Hate it hate it.....
Just cleaned the kitchen.... worst still...
But i think i'm starting to like the idea of becoming a housewife...
haha.. but with a maid....

Unwanted Leave

2010-08-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

Unwanted leave's by god makes me feel so bored...
My days are either spent on the bed until late afternoon, then get up and have some mushroom oats..
Then sit in my mums office until 7pm.. eat dinner and then is gods time and move time and sleep time..
Or My bf wakes me up around 10 or 11 and force me to wake up and the rest of the day is spent with him either going out for movie or lepaking together in my mum's office...
How bored can this be??

Holidays are currently a no no because of certain reasons...

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My granduncle was declared dead on Thursday morning...
So we had to attend his funeral on Thursday & Friday night...
It was a Christian Funeral....
This is the 1st time i'm going for a Christian funeral..
All they did on both the nights is talk...
His son had to give a speech...

Just imagine, parents pass away and you gotta sit down to write a speech (i saw him holding a paper)
So being me, just sit and hear lar..
I respect this Christian people..
They hardly cried...

The body left the house on Saturday morning...
Just when they were taking the coffin out...
My eyes started tearing...
Because it reminded me of my grandma and my uncle's funeral...
I hate having this feelings...
I hate the feeling of losing people i care and love in my life..
And the worst is, i know i will never see them anymore.. NEVER...

We got on the bus after walking behind the coffin until the guard house...
Went all the way to the Christian Memorial Park in Semenyih...
It took us 2 hour to reach there and 1/2 hour to finish all the ceremony there..
The family members were very strong...
Although they had tears in their eyes, but it did not flow out...

Unlike the Indians and Chinese..
I remember crying the moment my dad called and told us about my grandma...
And i remember crying the moment she left the house and got to the crematorium for cremation...
Same goes to when my brother called to inform us about my uncle...
Only me and my younger sis was at home.. and the moment my brother told, i started tearing... Couldn't answer my sis immediately...

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I like the way the pastor said....
Don't cry if someone dies...
To us, it is a lost.. but to the person who dies. it is a gain.. Because they see Jesus and Jesus will take care of them....

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When something is taken away from you, there must be a reason...
Just say IT IS OKAY and continue to live...

Crying it part of the process....
So just cry and let it out...

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MiMi... I know you are is serious pain.. but we are not gonna take your life away...
It is not for us to choose your fate...
Stay strong...
God has his plans for you..
And we will always love you...

Unexplainable tears

2010-08-15T00:29:00.003+08:00

Being able to have food on my table everyday is my happiness..
Like i said, i live to eat.. i don't eat to live..

Bf skipped lunch today so he was very hungry when it was dinner time... he called me and said he want's to go to this specific shop in Lebuh Ampang for dinner...
Me being a good gf definitely took him to where he wants..
So today was his choice and when we reached there.. the shop was so crowded that i asked him to get down 1st to get a place to sit while i go and park the car...

After parking and entering the shop.. Bf was already eating... WTH... didn't even wait for me...
The best part was there was a small boy sitting and eating with him on the suppose to be MY CHAIR..
I can be good and cruel at times.. but i am very patient...
I was thinking to myself who on earth is that boy...
So what i did was walk over, sat beside him and asked him who the boy was...
He said the boy approached him asking for RM2 just to buy bread because he was very hungry... Then instead of just giving him RM2, bf decided to ask the boy to follow him into the shop to have dinner together... Just when he told me that, Me being a sensitive, very emotional human started wetting my eyes.. (not my face).. Haha.. eh, makan shop lar.. mana boleh cry...

After eating, bf took the boy to the nearby 7-11 and got him few buns and dutch lady milk...
The boy stays somewhere there and according to the boy, his mother comes home late...

My bf too good right???
So i should be lucky to have him...

Got into the car, i asked my bf why he did that??? Why he bought him dinner instead of just giving him RM 2 and finish it off there...
He said, "I'm having food everyday on the table..at least knowing that the kuchi rat will have food tomorrow morning makes me feel good and i can sleep peacefully tonight"

Now tell me.. how can i not tear??
Knowing that i will not have to suffer for food tomorrow just like that boy... and knowing that my bf is a good MAN... and has this humanitarian feeling makes me feel GREAT...
At least i know i got the best bf..

MiMi my sweetheart

2010-08-12T13:52:00.000+08:00

MiMi is my house dog...
She's been with us since I was 10.. and now i am 23...
So 13 years...
And now her breast cancer is confirmed ..

One of her breast BURST ady.. got a big hole....
Her blood is dripping all around the house
But, MiMi is good enough to lick away all her blood....

She refuse to follow us... Because last time she used to follow us everywhere we walk to...
Now all she do is lie down.. and lick her wound...

No bandage.. nothing...
Her bone is not straight.. it is slanting towards the left because she is always sleeping on one side..
Her wound is on her right/...

Sometime when i sit with her and talk to her, my tears starts building up..
Hai.... January till now August...8 months and she is still trying her best to be strong...
She cries every night....

Her eye is red at times...
Yesterday around 5.45 morning, she got trapped under the table...
Was making so much of noise and had to wake me up..
I was wondering what she was looking at and barking (since it is the hantu month(Chinese calender))... and my mum came out and ask her.. and moved the table away..
Haha... My mum's daughter lar... She feeds her everyday...

MiMi used to show her teeth if we hold her food (in the attempt of trying to take her food away), but last Saturday when my parents was not at home, I was holding her food in the plastic and she gladly ate without making noise..

She only walks when she wants to pee, shit or eat...
Other than that, she will never move....

MiMi.... I really love her....
I wish she can live longer and longer...

Best shot of MiMi....

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We never know what will happen tomorrow....

Throw away what you hate....

Be happy today....

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Mum's uncle pass away today because of accident...

He was a healthy man yesterday..

Today he is gone....

Do good, think good.. be good....

May he Rest in Peace...

waiting, waiting and still waiting

2010-08-12T11:16:00.003+08:00

I miss my bed....
Got up soooo early today....

Just imagine 3 days in a row I gotta wait....
Being a driver is bad....
Waiting for my bf...
yeah....
Even now, I am still waiting for him to finish his interview...

Assessment's after assessment's...
All this big companies expect you to be GOOD in IQ and EQ...
and i'm proud of my bf...
He seem to be doing good in all...

2nd interview, the manager said he did GOOD...
And he passed the TEST...
Bf said it was damn hard....

So looks like the manager has already approved him.. but waiting for his boss to say yes too....

Lets see what he tells me later when i meet him....

Looks like if all 3 company say yes to him, he will be having headache then...
Haha...

Nvm lar...
He will be clever enough to do the correct decision...

Daddy/ Mummy my LOVE

2010-08-08T18:25:00.004+08:00

Daddy/Mummy,

For all the times you hold my hand.. THANK YOU

For all the times you love me.. THANK YOU

For all the times you taught me how to read ABC.. THANK YOU

For all the times you send and fetch me home.. THANK YOU

For all the times you tell me what is right and wrong.. THANK YOU

For all the times you stand in front of me when I've got problem... THANK YOU

For all the times you say "it's okay, life goes on".. THANK YOU...

There is so many thank you to be said.... But dad & mum, I'm your daughter and i will fight with you like how a daughter will... and i will hold your hands like how i always do.. because you are my GREAT daddy/ mummy...

HOW A CHILD THINKS ABOUT HIS/HER FATHER AT DIFFERENT AGES:-

At 4 years

My daddy is great.

At 6 years

My daddy knows everybody.

At 10 Years
My daddy is good but is short tempered.

At 12 Years
My daddy was very nice to me when I was young.

At 14 Years
My daddy is getting fastidious.

A! t 16 Years
My daddy is not in line with the current times.

At 18 Years
My daddy is becoming increasingly cranky.

At 20 Years
Oh! Its becoming difficult to tolerate daddy. Wonder how Mother puts up with him.

At 25 Years
Daddy is objecting to everything.

At 30 Years
It's becoming difficult to manage my son. I was so scared of my father when I was young.

At 40 Years
Daddy brought me up with so much discipline. Even I should do the same.

At 45 Years
I am baffled as to how my daddy brought us up.

At 50 Years
My daddy faced so many hardships to bring us up. I am unable to manage A Single son.

At 55 Years

My daddy was so far sighted and planned so many things for us. He is ONE OF HIS KIND and UNIQUE.

At 60 Years

MY DADDY IS GREAT.

THUS, it took 56 years to complete the cycle and come back to the 1st stage.

Realize the true value of your parents before it's too late...

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My say - taken and re-wrote from daddy's e-mail...

Why we never listen?

2010-08-07T17:58:00.001+08:00

We always ask why we never listen to people we love..
Like- if he is your dad, you will always want to go against him and not listen to him..
If she is your mum, and she tell you something, you will always say NO and not listen..
If they are your siblings and they tell you don't do that mistake.. you say, "you are either too old, or too young to understand"...
If she is your girlfriend/wife, and she tells you please listen, you will not..
If he is your boyfriend/husband, he tells you it is dangerous, but you will still not listen..
WHY huh???

We tend to take all this people for granted because you know that they love you so much that they will never leave you when you need them....
They will still hold your hand...
They will tell you I TOLD YOU SO...
They will tell you VERY GOOD..
They will say anything and everything but they will still be by your side...
No matter what mistake it is... they are the FIRST people in line that will be there for you...
You can say whatever you want...
You can say how much your dad says NO to you...
You can say how much your mum nags you...
You can say how much your siblings fight with you...
You can say how irritating your gf/bf is when they stop you from doing things that you want..
You can say how much you hate it that your wife/husband says I TOLD YOU SO...
But never say how much THEY DON'T LOVE YOU....
Because they love you more than anyone does...

A friend may come and go in your life....
If they stay... tell them how much it means to you to have them as a friend...
A girlfriend / boyfriend will also come and go..
But if they decide to stay CHERISH them....
Husband/ wife may be together.. may be divorced...
But of they decide to be with you forever...
LOVE them till you last breath...

Dad, if you are reading this... I just wanna say that I LOVE YOU.. you have been a great dad .. Remember the e-mail you sent me??? it is just so true.. but trust me... till today.. you may be a little TOO STRICT with this daughter of yours.. and i know it is for my own good...

Mum, thank you for being the 1st lady in my life... You are the greatest.. and I WILL NEVER BRING TROUBLE HOME.... because I LOVE YOU too much to hurt you..

Sisters and brother..... I LOVE YOU... although i fight and argue too much.. but you people are just so important to me....

Boyfriend... I've got so much to say.... but 1stly i'll say I LOVE YOU... 5 years is not short.. and you have been so good to me... i know i am a useless gf AT TIMES.. but trust me...I LOVE YOU.... Love you so much... and i'll tell you the rest when i see you...

I know i am stubborn and i never listen...But I LOVE all of you....

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My Say - i just copied and pasted it here from my other blog... =)

More than words...

2010-08-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

3 good video of more than words by 3 different singers...

Do we really need so much of protection???

2010-08-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

I've been wondering so long about all this cars, especially the Chinese people's car..They got this ART on their number plate...
and it is always at the beginning and the end... 1 on each sides...

And my mum told me that it is some protection from Thailand...

I did not ask further because everyone would definitely want some god/spiritual protection...
But this car which was infront of me so many days ago made me OPEN my mouth BIG BIG...

Too many protection lar....
TOO MANY....
TOO MUCH...

Do we really need that much???
Wonder he got tattoo his whole body or not..

I was told by a relative whom had a tattoo from Thailand...
He said that, if the tattoo bengkak a little (can feel if touch) it means money gonna come in..
Wah seh... GENG....
If it is smooth on the skin means nothing...
WAH.... any1 got tattoo and have experienced this before??

Hot & Spicy

2010-08-02T11:16:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired...
All i wanna do now is just close my eye and go to sleep..
But i can't do so..
I gotta look after my mum's office because she has gone out....
Last night was a hard 1....
I missed place my most important thing and that result to sleepless night..

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Have you tried the new HOT & SPICY CHICKEN NUGGET from KFC???

This cost me RM 5.90... for 5 pieces....
(my eye is closing while i write this)... =(

This nugget, you gotta eat very fast in order to taste the spiciness..
Or not, it will just taste like normal nugget...

Ok... i cannot be judging about the nugget too much because if you are the kind who does not eat spicy food, then maybe this nugget is spicy enough for you...
Not for me....

LOST

2010-07-30T13:52:00.001+08:00

The worst thing of watching a movie is when someone sits beside yo and tell yo to "LISTEN"...
Trust me... i just felt like pinching him so much....
Bf brought this last 2 episode of LOST and asked me to watch it with him...
knowing me, i dunit to watch the beginning to know the end...
And bf was kind enough to tell me who was who...
I always prefer to know who is who at the beginning of the show more than knowing who is who at the end..
Because i get confuse with this WHITE man's faces...
All of them normally look alike..

So there was this part that was so touching and i teared...
Oh my... haha.. bf said i will cry at the end.. but i didn't...
Wanna guess why?? because bf irritated me...
he keeps asking me to LISTEN.. and therefore my emotions were all gone ...

The show was good... although i only watched last 2 episode..
But the ending was a little unexpected...
Haha.... living in a world that you yourself don't know..

Watched Salt yesterday...
Nice... i wish all cinema provides SALTY POPCORN...
But they don't.... sad sad....

Meeting up with friends later...

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Seriously if you can't make others happy, do not make them sad...

Bukit Cahaya Seri Alam

2010-07-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday me, my elder sis and both the boyfriends went to Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya Seri Alam...
If you wanna find it using the GPS, please type Taman Pertanian instead of Bukit Cahaya..
As usual my elder sis made the plan and we follow nie...
Surprisingly my bf said ok...
Even if he said no.. i would have BUG him to follow...
Haha....
He hate's to get up early...(he is now sleeping while i am writing this post)

So the 4 of us, semangat only went there.. left the house around 7.40... reached there around 8.40....
There were many people waiting at the gate there because it is only opened at 9am.... until 4.30pm...
The moment we reached there.. (towards the gate) the guy opened he gate...
Bf said "what to do, they know i am coming"... Haha... Perasan case....
Entrance fee was RM 3 Per adult... Kids is RM 1...

Masuk only we saw all rushing to get the bicycles....
RM3 for first hour... subsequent hour is RM 1...
We rented 4 bicycle and started cycling on the left road....
On the left road, what we saw was TREE, TREE & TREE....
Nothing interesting..
Along the way was a camp site where you can play AIR games...

Taman Kaktus... Taman Buah-buahan.....
Got Dragon Fruit plant with no fruits...and a TASIK...

Oh trust me..I was scolding a little because it is not a 1 way...
Mana you masuk, disitulah anda keluar....
The road that you enter, is the road that will lead you out..
Just imagine going up and down the slope... when you wanna get out.. you use back that same UP and DOWN slope...
I was so happy when the road goes down...
Wind slapping your face...
Oh My... it's so nice...
Just kiss the wind and say thank you for the nice rush of wind...

Climbing is a pain... if you are good at cycling..
and you are good at cycling up the slope.. you will enjoy the ride..
But people like me, had to push the bicycle up the hill..
Torture torture..
But the 4 of us had so much fun cycling up and down and stopping to feel the nature...

1 liter of water for both me and bf was too little...
The next time (if we ever go back), we are not gonna cycle...
Walking would have been better...

Left road was a 1 hour plus journey (cycle)
Returned the bicycle and went to 1 of the stall to have sandwich...
To save money we shared..

Next, we waited for the bus which comes every 20 minutes to go to the right side...
Where the Taman Haiwan was... Rumah Iklim (4 season house)... at the end of this road, there is a place where they rear fishes...

Although it was suppose to be SUMMER (4 season).. it was still cold inside there...
and the path way to go INTO the left and right side is so COLD....
All the flowers there is REAL...

Can go picnic also if you want.....
After walking around and taking photo's we decided to leave the place...
Bough ice-cream on the way...

We went to KLANG to have bak kut teh....
Or original plan was to eat seafood bak kut teh but we couldn't find the place...
We ate in a different place....
I AM SO SORRY that i did not get the name of the place..
But it is opposite Klang Jusco where all the shop lots are...
Enter the shop lots and turn to your right and right again... the shop is on your left...

Rice is delicious...

I think i could have finished the rice without any dish..

It was a little salty

Dry pot... RM 9.50 per person

Cooked with dry squid.. A little salty kind

Soup Pot RM 9.50 per person but we ordered for 2 person...

We finished the soup.... not even a little was left..

Normal vege... RM 8.50

Pour your own hot water into your tea pot...

Choose your own tea from the basket...

RM 3 per packet...

Total Price RM 41.00

So average per person paid was RM 10...

We enjoyed the company and the food and the sweat and the laugh....

I think on the table, me and sis's bf was so bored.. becase elder sis and my bf were the one talking and talking and talking...

So much to talk.. so much to share....

Aku plak yang jadi mangsa bosan...

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younger sis just saw all the photo's and was laughing at bf's pose...

haha.. he thinks that he is a BIG superstar....